The Monster That Ate My Mommy

An inspiring testament to the resiliency of the human spirit! Without the author's explicit sharing of intimate details of the horrifying effects on her of both "love withheld" and "love given and abused", we could not really put ourself in her shoes - which this book accomplishes with excellence. From the first pages you will find yourself rooting for "our heroine", alas, much to no avail through the majority of the book. With respect to the author's purpose for the ending's effect, I will only say that the last part of the book contains lessons for us all. NOTE: This should be mandatory reading for anyone out there seriously questioning whether or not they have what it takes to be a parent!

This memoir absolutely broke my heart! Some of this was triggering so be warned. I was in tears throughout the whole book. The trials and pain this author went through is just unbelievable to me. I honestly couldn't put this book down even though my heart was begging me to because it was very difficult to read. No one should have to go through what this author went through. This is a book I think everyone should read at least one time in their life. It was sad, and heartbreaking, and pitiful and absolutely beautiful to see how successful she became. She has got an amazing story and I'm so glad she decided to share it with us all. Thank you so much Jessica Aiken-Hall!

I read this entire book in one evening because I could not put it down. The accounts of the author give the reader an insight of the mindset that can develop when one's life is continuous chaos and abuse from infancy to adulthood. The story is compelling not only because of the author's extraordinary suffering and resilience but because of her honest, wistful, and engaging writing voice. You feel her vulnerability and strength in each chapter. I think this book is a "must read" for anyone in the Human Services field. It is a truly a book that makes you feel changed after you have read it.

I loved this book! Everyone can learn from this memoir whether you are a victim, abuser, bystander, or someone who has never known of nor dealt with an abusive situation. My heart goes out to the author as I am reminded that we think we know people but we really don't know what goes on when we're not there to see. This book had me in tears!

Well written story of the author's journey through a difficult childhood and adult life. From the beginning to the end, you never stop rooting for the small child to find the validation she needs. Jessica draws the reader into her story and makes you laugh, cry, and hope for a happy ending. Excellent book!

There are so many words flying through my head... Thank you Jessica for putting your life into words and sharing with everyone...

This is a touchingly honest portrait of how it is to live in a family with incest. While heartbreaking and difficult at times, the insight and hope leaves you feeling that healing is possible.

I truly thought she addressed all the issues of her life in an honest heartfelt way!!

Fantastic book. Nicely written. Emotional and real. I admire and respect this writer. She did a great job. I recommend this to others and currently have many waiting to borrow my book.

This book captured me it was like riding along in someone else's life. It was sad but also uplifting it gave light to times we keep in the dark it is an amazing book .

An inspiring testament to the resiliency of the human spirit! Without the author's explicit sharing of intimate details of the horrifying effects on her of both "love withheld" and "love given and abused", we could not really put ourself in her shoes - which this book accomplishes with excellence. From the first pages you will find yourself rooting for "our heroine", alas, much to no avail through the majority of the book. With respect to the author's purpose for the ending's effect, I will only say that the last part of the book contains lessons for us all. NOTE: This should be mandatory reading for anyone out there seriously questioning whether or not they have what it takes to be a parent!

This memoir absolutely broke my heart! Some of this was triggering so be warned. I was in tears throughout the whole book. The trials and pain this author went through is just unbelievable to me. I honestly couldn't put this book down even though my heart was begging me to because it was very difficult to read. No one should have to go through what this author went through. This is a book I think everyone should read at least one time in their life. It was sad, and heartbreaking, and pitiful and absolutely beautiful to see how successful she became. She has got an amazing story and I'm so glad she decided to share it with us all. Thank you so much Jessica Aiken-Hall!

I read this entire book in one evening because I could not put it down. The accounts of the author give the reader an insight of the mindset that can develop when one's life is continuous chaos and abuse from infancy to adulthood. The story is compelling not only because of the author's extraordinary suffering and resilience but because of her honest, wistful, and engaging writing voice. You feel her vulnerability and strength in each chapter. I think this book is a "must read" for anyone in the Human Services field. It is a truly a book that makes you feel changed after you have read it.

I loved this book! Everyone can learn from this memoir whether you are a victim, abuser, bystander, or someone who has never known of nor dealt with an abusive situation. My heart goes out to the author as I am reminded that we think we know people but we really don't know what goes on when we're not there to see. This book had me in tears!

Well written story of the author's journey through a difficult childhood and adult life. From the beginning to the end, you never stop rooting for the small child to find the validation she needs. Jessica draws the reader into her story and makes you laugh, cry, and hope for a happy ending. Excellent book!

There are so many words flying through my head... Thank you Jessica for putting your life into words and sharing with everyone...

This is a touchingly honest portrait of how it is to live in a family with incest. While heartbreaking and difficult at times, the insight and hope leaves you feeling that healing is possible.

I truly thought she addressed all the issues of her life in an honest heartfelt way!!

Fantastic book. Nicely written. Emotional and real. I admire and respect this writer. She did a great job. I recommend this to others and currently have many waiting to borrow my book.

This book captured me it was like riding along in someone else's life. It was sad but also uplifting it gave light to times we keep in the dark it is an amazing book .

Jess, your words and strength touched my Soul. My Inner Child needed to read your Book! Thank You So Much

The Monster that Ate my Mommy was really hard for me to read. Not because its a bad book, but because it was so emotional. It is a memoir written by Jessica Aiken-Hall, and the things she had to experience as a young child are awful! It was probably pretty therapeutic for the author to share her story, and get things off her chest finally. She experienced things no child should EVER have to live through, and it seemed like her life would never get better. The pain I felt for Jessie was overwhelming at times. It was well written, and kept me wanting to read. I kept thinking, things HAD to get better at some point, right? He life cant surely be this horrible forever? Maybe there is a rainbow after the storm? I liked the insight the story gave, as to why people seek love and attention, even when it is negative. You can see how the past affected her, and wormed itself into all aspects of her life and every decision she made. Love is something people need to survive, and long for, and will do what it takes to feel loved, including often ignoring the bad, and accepting it as your norm. I recommend this book to anyone with a strong heart and caution readers at the same time, as there are a lot of triggers, making the book hard, maybe even impossible to read, for those who have lived emotional, physical and sexual abuse. The book was very well written, and earns a 5 star review, however, I'm not sure I could read something by the author again, as it was a little heavy for me. If she has lighter work, the I would consider. I liked her style, just the content was hard to get through, as it was heartbreaking

The Monster That Ate My Mommy by Jessica Aiken-Hall was an emotional rollercoaster. I'm in tears right now, and they keep flowing as I write my review. This is heart-wrenching, and triggering. I've never read a story quite like it, as they say, nothing can replace real life. I wanted to be there, I wanted to help. How do you review something, real. I can tell you all about the masterful writing, the steady way that tone flowed and how even though Jess starts as a child, the writing mimics that. It grows with Jess right until she's an adult. It's seamless and keeps the heavy impacted. I read this book in one sitting, I couldn't stop, It latched onto my heart and I had to know, everything, no matter how painful. I could feel the raw emotions that Jess put into opening up, to ripping open those wounds. She's strong, brave, and a true superwoman. This is a book that needs to be read by everyone, it's a inside look behind those close doors, that we have often been told not to look behind. I felt so much, mostly anger. I wanted Jess to see how she was wort it, that her life was wort something. It's a hard thing, to not judge, and I found myself doing that. Why would she stay? Why won't she tell? As I read on, I got to be more in her headspace, and understand the emotional brainwashing, and how it wasn't that simple. My eyes are opened. Jess, you are a hero. Read with care and without judgement. "With love comes strength to continue on" -E.A. Walsh

The Monster That Ate My Mommy by Jessica Aiken-Hall is a five star novel. This novel is heartbreaking and gut wrenching. It was difficult to read at times because of the pain that was written onto the page. Having a normal childhood and being a teacher, it breaks my heart to hear stories like this about children who had no control over the abuse they suffered at the hands of the people who were supposed to love them unconditionally. This book was a helpful read for me to see into the mind of abused children. Many believe they don’t deserve anything better than the situations life has dealt them even though they have every right to be happy. The cycle of abuse is sickening and maddening all at once. To the author: I hope writing this book has given you peace of mind and that you find happiness in everything you do and you can break the chains the abuse holds you with and you have found security within yourself. Your strength is astounding at being able to tell your story, ugly and all.

The Monster That Ate My Mommy By: Jessica Aiken-Hall 5 out of 5 stars The memoir The Monster That Ate My Mommy by Jessica Aiken-Hall is a powerful book that I had a hard time putting down. It grabbed my attention from the first chapter and held it all the way through. The book starts out with the author’s birth and continues on from there. I thought about the story long after I had finished reading it. There are so many different emotions that I felt when reading this book. There are times when the described events caused me to feel anger or frustration. There are some parts of this book that were hard to read. Then there are parts which involve a certain individual in the author’s life that are heartwarming. This is a story that had me in tears but also had me smiling. I admire the author’s courage and strength to tell her story so that others like myself can read about it. This is a book that I found inspiring and am glad that I choose to read it. This is the first book I have read by the author and look forward to reading other books that she writes in the future. This book does include sensitive subject matters which could be hard or uncomfortable to read by some. I would recommend this book for those over the age of 18 only.

I wasn’t sure what I was getting into when I began reading The Monster That Ate My Mommy, only that it was a memoir and most likely filled with possibly troubling events. Told from the point-of-view of the author in vivid first-person, this book delivered on more than I was expecting. People say healing comes when you share your stories of pain, memories no one wants to think about, and I believe the author was trying to do just that by sharing her story with us. As someone who struggles with their own inner darkness, I know there must be some freedom that comes with not only sharing a troubled life but embracing the past – acknowledging it happened – and moving on to live the life you know you deserve. We hear about things that happen to people as they grow up, things that mold them into the person they are or will become, but we never get that insight that comes from a truly candid telling. This book will tear at your heart at times, make you silently hope certain things won’t come to pass, but inevitably do. But at the same time, there’s a certain understanding and insight that comes with this comprehensive tale.

This novel was raw. I would not want to read about abuse every day, but it was a good reminder to me that this is what people are trying to snuff out and conquer everywhere around the globe. Peace on Earth. No one living in fear. A small girl coddles into her Mother for shelter. Abuse is all she knows and although her Mother tolerates and joins in on this deranged way of raising her...she is all her daughter has in her life to trust. Your Mother is suppose to be your first best friend. My own daughter will say to me "Mom, all I need is for you to play with me" And she means it. That's what an 8 year old needs. A lap to sit in, a blanket, a bath, medicine, water, food and shelter. A constant security that Mom and Dad are there to love, protect and teach. This book follows the characters growth into a teenager, then a young woman, on to a grown mother and lastly a next of kin. You experience her mistrust. Her shady relationships. All of her fears and rejections. You watch her try to want more for herself. A college education, a safe home to bring her family up in, steady and long lasting true love and worthiness from others. She falls victim, she falls short, she starts over, history repeats itself, she gives in when she has no strength left to fight, tell and report. It was well written. The ending was not quite enough for me. This book brought me to tears twice and definitely wrenched on my tender heart for children and the strong belief from my own Father, brothers, Uncles and Grandpas that men watch and take care of women and children. Knowing that they too will get it back 10-fold. Two things stood out as familiar to me. One, that music accompanies many moments in life...good and bad. Secondly, that Grandma may not be changing the entire world, but in this story, is making a difference to one! A motto I heard first at my church and find comfort in when I feel overwhelmed with how many people need help. In other words, start somewhere. Be somebody's somebody.

Wow! As I write this review, i am emotionally stunned. This was one brave memoir, and i teared up a dozen of times. This was one of the best, if not the only, brutally honest and heart breaking memoirs I have ever read. It will stay with me for a long time, if not forever. It was raw, and powerful. There where scenes that where truly difficult to get through, scenes that had me cringing and shutting my eyes. Perhaps what made it all the more horrific was that this had really happened to Jessica, the author. I am in awe of her, to have been brave enough to open up and put her story out for everyone to read. For anyone else, a victim of emotion and physical abuse at the hands of loved ones, know that you can survive it. That you don't have to stay damaged by it, but you can prosper and heal. A must read for everyone. A definite eye-opener in the secrets we keep and what lays behind closed doors of many homes.

The Monster That Ate My Mommy by Jessica Aiken-Hill is her debut book. Her first book will keep you engaged from beginning to end. This book will take you on a roller coaster ride of various emotions that you won't want to miss. Her writing style is such that it makes her memoirs free flowing and understandable. It starts at her infancy goes through to her in adulthood. I am sure that this book couldn't have been easy for this author to write because of what she has gone through. But she is inspiring, a survivor and I give her a ton of credit for putting her feelings into words. Her strength and courage is great. She will pull you into her story from the first word and keep you hanging on to every word after that. She will make you realize that what happens behind closed doors is not always what it seems. I for one, can't wait to see what she comes out with next. I highly recommend this story as you will want to see what this author has been though and how much stronger she becomes!

Jessica Aiken-Hall’s memoir The Monster That Ate My Mommy hit home on many levels, it was published on my birthday and like the writer, I have used Reiki to heal myself … It is one of the most heart breaking stories I have ever read and there is no hiding from the realities that she lived and survived … from one survivor to another … Thank you for sharing your story as it gives us all hope that there is light after the darkness and we are all deserving of it … Do NOT read this book in the public, people will think there is something wrong with you as you will sob through the whole book, be prepared with couple of boxes of Kleenex and give yourself time to spend with this story of an incredible woman who lived through the horrors that most of us cannot even imagine and who still has the capacity for forgiveness. You will admire her for her determination to find her way and ‘fix’ herself … There are so many triggers in this story but I also think that it might be of a great help to someone who is triggered by them. Give yourself time to read and take the steps to the safety and please, remember, you are not alone! The Monster That Ate My Mommy will stay with you for a long time and possibly, it will never let you go! Jessica Aiken-Hall, you are our hero!

The Monster That Ate My Mommy, by Jessica Aiken-Hall, is an emotional memoir. These type of books do not typically capture my interest, but something about this particular one that spoke to me on a deeper level. This author takes the reader on an tempestuous journey filled with aspects that many of us have not or will not ever encounter in our own lives. The manner is which Jessica Aiken-Hall shares her story including struggles, disappointments, fears, hopes, dreams and more were so well written that it is truly a work of art in the form it was given. For someone who has lived those moments and has the courage to share with others is beyond amazing. Anyone who reads memories or looking for light in midst of all the darkness, this is a story to consider. It is definitely not for those that shy from particular subjects, but this book is one that touched me deep within my soul.

I haven’t been this emotionally moved by a book since I read A Child Called It. I kept wanting to tell myself that this was a work of fiction because it’s heartbreaking to know that someone went through all of this but I realized that thinking like that would be an injustice to the author and everyone else who has gone through any type of abuse. It amazes me that Jessica Aiken-Hall lived through probably the most horrible experiences I can even imagine and more and yet still had the courage to put it into a book. Even the thought that anyone in the world could read my secrets would be enough to keep me from publishing or even writing. She truly is a woman who possesses bravery on a level few can comprehend and I commend her for that. Everyone needs to read this book. It sheds light on the horrors children can go through and how it affects the rest of their lives. This book gives a clear picture of victim blaming and how shame can keep those who have been abused from ever saying anything especially if the abuse occurs at the hands of a family member. This needs to be required reading for everybody. Maybe if people understood abuse from the victims side, our world would be a better place and abusers wouldn’t be given a pass because of how they portray themselves when they know they are being watched.

The Monster That Ate My Mommy by Jessica Aiken-Hall I don't even know where to begin,with all the emotions that are still going through me, even though I took some time to process before I even started writing this review. Jessica's story is heartbreaking and yet so eye opening. I was left so emotionally drained after reading this, so I can only imagine the emotional drain it left on the author of reliving such an emotional journey. I wanted to save the small child but knowing I couldn't hurt me to my soul because it definitely touched some parts of me that I hadn't visited in awhile. I will warn you that this story has a lot triggers and even though it is very difficult to read about the heart wrenching things she had to go through it is also very cleansing and brings an understanding that I don't think many people would understand without reading this. Jessica is a very brave and strong woman and I commend her bravery in writing this, people tend to judge the actions of others without truly understanding the demons inside of us that guide our decisions, right or wrong. I am better for reading her story and I think everyone should read her story, it will change how you see things. You can't read this book without going through an emotional journey. Get the tissues out because you will need them!!! Thank you Jessica for opening up and sharing your wounds and your happiness with us, you have touched my soul. ❤

The Monster That Ate My Mommy by Jessica Aiken-Hall 5 Awesomely Amazing Heartbreaking Stars I am an avid reader and have read since I was very young, I'm not so young anymore and can confidently say I've read more books in my lifetime than most normal readers that read for pleasure. I without even a second thought can say that there is not another book I've read that has touched me the way this book has. This author has taken a heartbreaking story and filled it with so much courage and hope making me feel so many emotions while reading it that I've had to take a few hours to sit and get my thoughts together before being able to even think of writing this review. I am in complete awe of this author. The strength and courage it had to have taken to write this and while writing having to relive it all is far beyond my thought process. What is also beyond what I can imagine is that this is real, and is happening right now all over the world, this author proves that it can be happening right next door to us and we have no clue. She is a brave survivor. Ive wanted to meet many authors in person but never as much as I'd love to meet this one if only to lay my eyes on such strength and beauty. I absolutely loved how this book was written, the words formed her emotions even when those emotions were hard to feel. I truly just don't know what else to say, reviewing this book feels wrong because this wasn't just a book, this was a life put into words brilliantly!! I will recommend to every person I know that they read this story!! Have followed this author and will one click anything and everything.

The Monster That Ate My Mommy By Jessica Aiken-Hall 5 stars It feels really strange to give 5 stars to a story that’s not a story but actually about someone’s life – it feels wrong to give 5 stars to something where someone has poured their heart and soul out but it’s what it deserves and more. I have the utmost respect for this author, to be brave enough to take what happened to you and put it out there for other people to read and experience is such a brave thing to do. This was one emotional read for me, I was right there along with the author as she told her story. With every page I read I was just hoping and praying for her to finally get some kind of happiness. This truly was a powerful read and I really do admire the author for putting this book out there. The words in this book have touched my life forever and it is one of those books that I will never, ever forget.

The Monster That Ate My Mommy by Jessica Aiken-Hall This book just broke my heart! I would catch tears rolling down my face at different points. Depression is a killer and there a a bunch of people suffering that no one knows about because they keep it well hidden most of the time. Jessica always felt unloved and unwanted by her mother. She felt she wanted her brother, Peter, and later her baby sister, Kate, over her. Her mom, Wendy, also put whatever man she was with about her kids. It was very easy to dislike her. It seemed every relationship she got into was a repeat of her childhood. Abuse, physical and verbal, followed her everywhere. Would she ever be able to escape it and find love without all the evil and would she find out why her mom acted like she did, was her biggest wish. Very good read and an eye opener.

The Monster That Ate My Mommy by Jessica Aiken-Hall is a fantastic and heart breaking memoir by and author who is fast becoming one of my favourites. I will be honest, when I started this book I didn’t bother to read the description. I see the authors name and thought I knew what type of book I was going to get. However once I got reading I realised that I actually had something so much better. I could feel the emotion and the passion in each and every page. I felt like I took every step on this journey with the author. I love the books this author usually writes but there was just something so real and gritty about this book that I connected with it so much more. I would highly recommend this book to everyone!

“The Monster That Ate My Mommy” by Jessica Aiken-Hall! After meeting Jessica and discovering she had found th strength to confront her past on the Dr Phil show, I first watched the video and got to view first hand what true strength and Grace under Fire truly is. I had to immediately purchase the Kindle version and read her deep renderings of the fires of hell she walked through. My survival experiences pale in comparison yet have brought us closer and more relatable as friends and Co workers. I sat down to read Jessica’s book and was hooked. I Had to put my “do not disturb” sign out and read it cover to cover. I’m now beginning my second reading. What a compelling story of her life struggles and the amazing power of her healing mind. You will also be captivated. It’s not a journey I can explain to you it is one you must read for yourself. I had a few inklings of flashbacks but again realized just how uniquely strong this survivor is. I love when one of our local friends publish and are successful!!! Great job Jessica!! Congratulations on your Book Awad!! Amazon Product Description: Mothers are supposed to love their children unconditionally, but what if they can’t? In The Monster That Ate My Mommy, Jessica Aiken-Hall takes the reader on her quest to find love and uncover the root of her suffering. In this courageous memoir, we learn the importance of love and belonging, and the price paid when it’s out of reach.

I absolutely loved this book. Its one of those books that you just get sucked into and cannot stop reading. This is the story and details of a woman's life that makes you realize what can happen behind closed doors in everyday life. From her childhood and into her adult life. This book reminds me of a popular book that many of us have read about abuse. Not only is it a book that is interesting and you just need to know what happens next, but its also very encouraging for anyone who feels "stuck" in a bad life situation. It will help you realize that there are ways out. I highly suggest purchasing this book if you like to read true stories. You will not be disappointed.

The Monster That Ate My Mommy- Jessica Aiken-Hall 4-star review The Monster that ate my Mommy by Jessica Aiken-Hall is a truly unforgettable memoir. This memoir is certainly not a light and easy read, it’s one that is filled with so much emotion, from anger, sadness, grief, hurt, and disbelief. This memoir is dark and haunting as there is talk about mental, physical and sexual abuse, as well as, it touches on mental health issues. At times as Jessica delved into her past I found it hard to read as it was so detailed I felt as if I were there right alongside her. This is actually the very first memoir I’ve read so I can honestly say it won’t be one that I’ll ever forget. In a strange way this memoir gave me hope and for that reason I would recommend this memoir to anyone. While it may not give you the warm fuzzy feelings it will certainly tug at your heartstrings in a memorable way!

5 Stars “…the fear consumed me and led me down the path to be wary of others. It taught me no matter how much love I could give another person, it might never be enough to save him or her from themselves or make them love me back. A painful and difficult reality to face at three years of age—but it was only the first in my journey through mental illness, grief, and loss.” The Monster That Ate My Mommy is a heart-wrenching memoir by Jessica Aiken-Hall. It is a personal portrait of the authors experience of abuse. I knew going into this book, that reading it would wreck me, and it did. I sobbed my heart out- and my heart broke for Ms. Aiken-Hall had had to endure. Her story is disturbing, raw, emotional, gritty, insightful and entirely moving. I applaud Ms. Aiken-Hall for her bravery and the strength that it would have taken to share such a personal and harrowing story with the world. But, as I come away from this book I am left with admiration for the author, hers is a true tale of survival and I am awed by her determination to not allow her experiences to define who she is. This story really deserves to be heard, you really should read it for yourself, but be prepared to run through a gauntlet of emotions as this story unfolds- and make sure you have tissues close by. Thank you, Ms. Aiken-Hall, for sharing your story!

***3 stars*** The Monster That Ate My Mommy: A Memoir by Jessica Aiken-Hall Jessica Aiken-Hall’s memoir was an honest detailed telling of her complicated and painful life. As a licensed social worker, her experiences were touching and serve as a reminder of why myself and my colleagues felt drawn to this field. I am always on the lookout for books that are honest and good descriptions of mental illness, abuse, neglect, and family dysfunction that I can recommend to others in order to enhance their understanding of the hidden secrets both children and adults take on and how those things change them forever. This memoir covered several years of the author’s life, which I found very informative, but also feel that the writing itself and the author’s attempt to fit her life experiences into one story may have added to my reason for giving this memoir a 3 star rating. I have great respect and my heart hurts for the author and her family. I just wish this book could’ve expressed all that she felt and experienced in a way that I felt even more fully invested in their lives from the beginning. The writing style almost had me needing to remind myself that this was a memoir and not a fictional story. I felt the strongest emotions in the second half of the book, especially when it came to Gram. This book covered many years and many experiences that I believe will help some readers see the reality of mental illness and abuse, as well as how early childhood experiences and those later in life all intertwine to impact choices people make in their lives.

This story was one that took the reader down a road that many people do not see or at least choose not to see. I have seen depression and experienced it myself to a degree. However, nothing that compares to the events that happened throughout this story. It is truly courageous that the author was willing to share her story in this way, with no holding back. As you read you will go through many emotions and a very strong emotion of anger. The problem is, as people from the outside reading about it after the fact, makes it a little easier to swallow at the time. However, so many kids are going through this right now and either people choose not to see it, or in some rare occasions the ones involved are extremely good at hiding it. I really love how the author starts the story as she is being born. Throughout the whole story you get a sense of her growing up, even in the way she is writing and telling the story; it all just grows along with her age. It is an easy read in the sense of sitting down and wanting to get through it all at once. I like books that let you do that ever know and then. I think this book should be read by everyone. Depression is something America is really struggling with and more should be done when it can be.

This book. From the first page to the very last page is so very heartbreaking and unbelievably sad. This story made me want to hug my own children and go adopt one or two others. How does one get over a book like this, much less a person actually live and survive this!? This book will be with me for quite some time . This story was perfectly written even if Jessie had the worst life ever. I experienced many feelings while reading it, mostly sadness and anger. Books that talk about those taboo subjects, like mental health, really are doing the public a great service by getting the word out. One thing for sure is that you do not want to read this book at work or where other people will ask you why you’re crying. Jessica went through many situations that added to her depression and confusion but luckily she had her Grammy to keep her going. As if reading this book wasn’t hard enough, writing this review and finding out the author actually lived this life is even worse. I would be very interested in seeing what else this author can write. My recommendation comes with a warning. This book has scenes that may be triggers for those that have also experienced abuse. Read with caution.

The Monster That Ate My Mommy by Jessica Aiken-Hall was such an emotional read. I knew this book was going to be emotional and touch on a tough subject, but I honestly didn't expect it to hit me as hard as it did. The emotions that came to life in this book, almost make you feel as though you are with her and experiencing everything that is happening. This book is about a personal experience with abuse. During part of the book, I just wanted to reach out and grab her and protect her. Honestly this author amazed me with her talented writing as well as being open enough to discuss this tough subject. This is one of those books that everyone needs to read. It was an amazing and emotional 5 star read.

This is one heart-opening memoir. I was taken in from the very first paragraph and was heard pressed to set the book down. Ms Aiken-Hall takes you on her own personal journey of heartache, sorrow, despair, revival, and triumph. I could not believe how fast this book went for me, however, I would like to caution the soft-hearted. Many times I found myself in tears, while at the same time, cheering for Ms Aiken-Hall. I happily grant this book 5 out of 5 stars. This is a book that will surprise you. If you like memoirs, you will thoroughly enjoy this.

Tearjerker The Monster That Ate My Mommy by Jessica Aiken-Hall is a very emotionally charged memoir that is guaranteed to bring tears to your eyes. This book tells the story about some of the worst things humanity has to offer yet through all the pain and terror the author had to live through this story also proves just how strong a person can be. I admire the author for being brave and strong enough to tell her story and maybe this will give others the strength they need to survive whatever horrors they may be struggling with. I give this book 5 stars.

This book was absolutely amazing!! I can’t even come up with the right words to describe this book and do it any kind of justice. The Monster that Ate My Mommy, is a memoir about the life of Jessica and the abuse – both mental and physical – that she sustained at the hands of her mother. The courage and inner strength that Hall had to have to put the abuse she endured drew me to this story for nothing else than to bear witness to this life. I am not normally interested in reading memoirs but this one drew me in from the first page and kept me entranced until the last page. This is a must read for anyone that is looking for a gripping read full of the life of woman who survived unspeakable horrors at the hands of the one person who was never supposed to betray her. You will laugh, cry, feel rage and everything in between. A definite must read!!

The Monster That Ate My Mommy (A Memoir) by Jessica Aiken-Hall had me in an emotional choke-hold throughout the book. This was also my first time reading anything written by this author. This is a story about mental illness, abuse, and how you come out on the other side. I have never read a story that was so emotionally pact that my heart was hurting from the first words “I’M NOT YOUR mommy. I’m the monster that ate your mommy!” The monster was depression. There were so many times I wanted to put this book down and walk away, but I couldn’t I needed to know how Jessie survived everything she had been through. Jessie had a rough existence starting at birth and it took her many many years of figuring it out that it wasn’t her fault. She had been physically, mentally, and sexually abused by those who were supposed to love and protect her. So, as she grew up that is the only thing she expected out of people was to be hurt. I never cried so much while reading a book, but a lot of Jessie’s story was relatable to mine especially the rocky relationship with her father. I had a love hate relationship with my father and with this book. Everything about this book was well written and I enjoyed how the characters all had their own demons to fight and how they all handled them in their own way. Some were smart health choices, and some were not. This is a very real-life story. I am very interested in reading what else Jessica has written.

The Monster That Ate My Mommy- Jessica Aiken-Hall Towards the beginning of this memoir I was jotting down feelings, and points I would make in review of the writing. I loved the book immediately but I felt guilty for being so gripped by someone else’s painful experience.I was angry, heartbroken, hopeful, disappointed. Jessica’s writing had me feeling as if I were sitting with a friend that was telling her life experiences. There was a point in the memoir I wasn't sure I could continue to the end, as the imagery in my mind was all too real. Of course this just further indicates how well written her story is. As I continued there was a particular chapter that had me sobbing and from that moment on my emotions had taken over for the remainder of the book I would cry with the happy moments and sob with the less than desirable ones. I had to allow myself time between finishing the book and writing my review to compose myself and collect my emotions. I struggle to put into words a review that will give this story justice.

Wow. When I finished this book I just sat there and stared off into space for awhile. This book drained me of all emotion, in truly the best way. This memoir solidifies that you never know what someone is going through. I really enjoyed the journey from a young child that doesn't understand how anyone could love her if her own mother doesn't... to being an accomplished woman, partner, and mother of her own. I loved the writing and how we stepped into her closet to reveal each skeleton one by one. There were some passages that were hard to read but the hardest to read are the most important. Please read every word and understand that multiple types of abuse happen around the world and in every neighborhood. This is a must read memoir!

Enthralling but also horrifying. A first-person acount of growing up in a dysfunctional family, enduring abuse and making poor life decisions. It's also an account of loving relationships and of seeking love, illustrating poignantly how low self-esteem can sabotage every chance of real partnerships. The journey to self-knowledge and healing takes decades as Jessie's early experiences haunt her and even prevent her appreciating the value of the solid friendships she has. The narrative flows well and is easy to read but the emotional impact can be severe so make sure you feel strong.

This story is not one of rainbows and butterflies, it's very difficult to read at times because the heartache you feel for Jesse is overwhelming. However, you keeping turning the pages because like the old saying goes, "the sun will come out tomorrow", right? This memoir Is Jesse's story of searching for the one thing everyone wants and needs. It's on everyone's "life" survival list, Love. If you never had it, will you ever find.?If you never had it, do you even know what it feels like? This is the story of a child , a teen and an adult on that search. This is Jesse's story.

The Monster That Ate My Mommy is a harrowing memoir written by Jessica Aiken-Hall. It was extremely comfronting and heartbreakingly difficult to read. The incredible life and journey that this woman endured was a story that moved me beyond belief and reinforced the importance of telling my children I love them and showing through my actions, that they are my world. I cried for all that Jessica wrote about. I cried for all the horror she endured. I cried for her strength and capacity for forgiveness. I just cannot comprehend living a life such as she did. I cried for Jessica and the lengths that she went to to get someone's unconditional love. I got to the end and have the utmost respect for this woman and the life she has created through her own tenacity and determination. The Monster That Ate My Mommy tackles many issues amd could be a trigger for some, but I strongly recommmend this book as a must read. I have not read a story like this for years, and while it broke my heart, it was written with such honesty and strength, I could not help but admire the brutal tale of a woman's rise to acceptance and happiness despite the horrific existance that was her childhood. Such and incredible woman.

I had a huge interest in this book due to my own trauma in my childhood and while this book is heavy it was such a cathartic read. My inner-child struggled along with her retelling of her trauma but she also felt such a kinship with the author’s growth. The need for validation and love and accepting them in unhealthy ways is something I related with. Her resilience and strength though are so powerful that it left a lasting impression. I cried along as I read through some of her darkest moments but I also felt the power and strength of her resolving her trauma. This was such a good book and I can’t recommend it enough!

The Monster That Ate My Mommy by Jessica Aiken-Hall will be taking you on an emotional roller coaster ride. This is a memoir filled with heartache, abuse and someone desperate for love by an author who found the courage and strength to write about her life. This book truly shows you how abuse of a child will affect the rest of the child's life. Jessica Aiken-Hall is very brave to be able to share everything she went through. She shares her struggles and fears in such a honest way that you are in tears for her. The Monster That Ate My Mommy was a very difficult and emotional read. I believe it was important book to read to truly see how abuse affects a person especially a child.

The Monster That Ate My Mommy by Jessica Aiken-Hall is an amazing memoir written by a very courageous woman. Jessica give us a look into her horrible, sad and depressing life. It is raw and emotional journey that has made her into the strong woman she is today. It is powerful, depressing, heartbreaking true account of everything she went through. I applaud you for sharing your life and your heart and every soul destroying thing you had to live through. But for all that Jessica endured she came out fighting and found her way in life with the support of those who love her. It is well written and I felt like I was there with jessica throughout it all.

The Monster That Ate My Mommy by Jessica Aiken-Hall is her own story of survival in a world where the one person in the world that is supposed to love you unconditionally, your mother, didn’t. This is a gripping memoir that takes you on her personal journey to find love and acceptance and just what each of those things truly mean. This book had me tearing up on more than one occasion and cheering for her throughout. The raw emotion that is portrayed in every word will leave you breathless and turning page after page as to watch Jessica grow into a strong and confident woman, all without the love and support of the one person that should have been there from the start. I can’t say enough good things about this book so I’ll just have to give it a five star rating and hope that everyone that reads this book will take away a message of hope and healing.

This book was based on Jessica Aiken-Hall's life it was an emotional roller coaster. The traumatic experiences that she went through as a child an adult are just heartbreaking. To go through live not believing that your own mother does not love you it something that I would never want to experience. Things that happened in her life makes her an incredibly strong person. This book is a very emotional book and deals with her real life story. It will have you going through all types of emotions as you read her life story. It is an amazing book of strength and determination.

The Monster That Ate My Mommy is a memoir written by Jessica Aiken-Hall. This is an emotional memoir that will pull at your heart strings. This could not have been an easy story to write, as it was not an easy one to read. Abuse is never easy to read about, not even when mental health issues are behind it. Now more than ever it is important to shine a light on mental health issues. I applaud her strength, not just in surviving the living of the story, but in surviving the retelling of the tale. Trigger warning might apply for some. This is a story that proves what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger.

As you take this journey with Jess, she will lead you through a broad spectrum of raw emotion. Although it may be difficult to read at times, possibly hitting just a little too close to home for some, you will be compelled to keep reading page after page. You will need to know what happens next as you are eagerly awaiting the changes that just have to take place in this young woman's life. Have your box of kleenex handy to help you prepare for this difficult, yet rewarding journey.... you'll be glad you took it.

This absolutely amazingly brave telling of Jessica Aiken-Hall's life is such a great read! My heart broke so many times for her. I wanted to hold her and make everything okay. She truly is a brave soul. I normally do not read non-fiction but this was so well written it was easy to forget you were reading someone's life. Thank you so much to Jessica Aiken-Hall for sharing her story and helping others to heal!

I typically do not read memoirs. I read to escape and the memoirs I have read tended to be self-indulgent, self-congratulatory tales that either paint a picture so painful that it appears false, or so cheery that it's unbelievable Wow this memoir is NONE of this things. The way the author writes makes me want to give her little girl self a hug and tell her that it's going to be ok someday - even if it's not the truth right then. The words she used to describe events is heartbreaking and breathtaking at the same time. From beginning to end, this really is a journey through mental illness, grief and loss. This is a book I think everyone should read.

Aiken-Hall has bared her skeletons for all to see in an incredibly brave story of survival. The book reaches into your soul, and makes you cringe with self loathing, and then guides you through self discovery and healing. This is the dark side of human nature that we all try NOT to see. This woan is an inspiration. She lead me on a scary yet phenomenal journey of self love. Kudos to this author.

***Trigger Warnings- Depression and many forms of abuse*** Woah! I don't think I have been so touched by a memoir since I read "A child called it" when i was in middle school. I think Jessica writes about such a painful past in such a beautiful way. Aside from having a difficult emotional response to these accounts of her life, this was an easy read. I read it in one night. I think many could benefit from reading Jessica's story, even those not touched by abuse or depression in any way. I think it is important to read to see that depression and abuse can manifest in many forms and sometimes are very well hidden. I give Jessica Aiken-Hall's The Monster that ate my mommy 5 out of 5 stars.

This story is a memoir of Jessica Aiken-Hall. There are many triggers in this story for anyone who has any type of abuse. This was a difficult story for me. It brought many skeletons out of the closet for me personally with my family. It is amazing what a person can take abuse wise. There can be healing with this book as it was a healing tool for Jessica Aiken-Hall. Many tears, fears, and memories rushed through the words on the page. I was amazed on how forgiving the person who abused you can heal you. The abuser may never ask for forgiveness but you have to stand tall and forgive them so you can be healed. Thank you Jessica Aiken-Hall for writing this story.

I haven't read a book like this before but I'm glad I did. It really opens your eyes to your own relationship and life with your mother. I couldn't imagine not loving my kids. The author went through so much to find the connection with anyone even if it was negative. I'm glad to see that it all worked out in the end. This was an easy book to read and kind of a tearjerker. I think I would like to read more stories on this kind of stuff. I like the real life story, it’s a change from the romance novels.

Jessica Aiken-Hall’s memoir had me hooked from page 1. It’s been many years since I’ve found a book so captivating. With remarkable grace and candor Jessica masterfully tells the story of how, despite her troubled and dysfunctional childhood, she continued on hoping that one day things would be OK. Reading her story reinforces the fact that we all have within us the strength to overcome and persevere. A remarkable and inspiring story you won’t soon forget.

The author manages to write about the very personal and intimate details of her life without sounding like a victim. Aiken-Hall writes vivid prose and provides visceral details about her experiences. I could hear what she was hearing and smell what she was smelling. For me, one of the signs of a good book is when I begin casting the movie version. The author also does a great job of explaining what it's like to have a mother who can't love and support you the way that you need to be loved or supported because of her own demons and how this impacts your life choices. You'll dislike her ex-husband and be rooting for her to leave him. A powerful memoir.

The Monster That Ate My Mommy A Memoir by Jessica Aiken-Hall is an amazing story of one small childs quest for love and acceptance. I will say if you are a victim of abuse this may trigger you. If you were not a victim of abuse you should read this, it is an eye opening account of what goes on behind closed doors. This is book hits you right in the feels. Once you pick it up you will not want to put it down.

This book just captures you in it's pages and you can't escape! The entire time you root for this little girl and wonder why she doesn't have the love that she deserves. I was absolutely disgusted that these things were happening to her, but I am so happy that I got to read her story. Reading as she overcomes the voice in her head from all the things she's been told about herself her entire life.

This is a page turning, intriguing memoir! At times, it was almost too painful, horrific to continue reading. Kudos to Jessica for writing her story and being brave enough to share in hopes of giving strength to others in similar situations! A well written and easy to follow along book that you will enjoy reading.

This is an amazing, heart-wrenching book. Jessica is very open and transparent regarding her life. Reading this book was heartbreaking, and yet inspiring. Jessica is an amazing woman, and has an inner strength that she didn't even know she had! Jessica's story has caused me to look around at my neighbors and others and just wonder. What is it that goes on behind doors that we just don't know? Is that little girl that tries so hard, and yet seems so distant, in trouble? The child you see that always looks sad - what happens at her house? That hungry, scared little boy - is he living in danger? That teenager that appears to be a snob - is she just afraid to let her guard down, in fear that someone will find out what happens at home? We just don't know. Just love them all. It may be the only love they get. Jessica, thank you for this painful, eye-opening book. You are loved!

I have had the privilege to know Jessica personally and professionally for more than 10 years. The incredible challenges and heartbreaks life has brought her have never kept this brave, gifted young woman down. Her instinct to protect her children even when she did not believe she was worth protecting helped her out - and to find the courage to share her journey back to the light. I have not met a stronger, more hopeful, more generous survivor than Jessica Aiken-Hall, and the world is fortunate she has shared her story in this brave, poignant memoir. Jessica's strength and belief in her and her children deserving a better life is something so many women need to hear - and she has made it happen. Her story can help change lives.

What an amazingly horrific yet beautiful experience that Jessica shared with us all. I was pulled to read more and more as the story was unraveled. Excellent job and thank you for giving us all strength with your survival.

Not much more can be said beyond the other glowing reviews. Gives all the feels. The author takes you on an emotional rollercoaster that was her life. You’ll find yourself rooting for her. If the author reads this, I am so proud of you!

I highly recommend reading this memoir. I know this author personally and never would have guessed she had been through all this as she is one of the sweetest people I have met. I was hooked from the first page and could not put it down. Thank you for being so vulnerable and letting the world see what a strong and amazing person you are despite everything you went through.

The monster that ate my mommy by Jessica aitken-hall. Jessica and peter are in a family who abuse and are violent. They are loved but don't feel loved. This was a emotional read. I really felt for jessie and what she went through. A really good read. A moving and heartwrenching read. 5*.

This is an unbelievably honest journey through the authors life and how she survived years of abuse and ultimately found peace with her past, found her own self love and is now breaking the cycle as a mother of her own children. A well written book that will have you give to your best friend so that you can both discuss it afterwards. Don't be off put by the fact that her story may not be all butterflies and roses. She guides you beautifully through her experiences and weaves in her belief in something greater that helped her survive.

This book took me a while to read. It was difficult to get through because the children in this book had such a difficult and unfair upbringing. The author guides us through steadily, offering hope for the children in every chapter. It doesn’t get any more real than this.

The Monster that Ate my Mommy by Jessica Aiken-Hall 4 stars Wow. Thats the best word I can come up with at this moment. This book just broke me. The life challenges and the nightmare situations happening just broke my heart. This really opened my eyes to many things, and shows you can overcome the bad but my goodness what a climb it was. Thank you for sharing your story, as this isnt a normal read for me but im glad the cover and title caught my attention.

What an amazing Job This author did telling her life story. Sometimes it's hard to read and realize that this could be happening to anyone let alone a young child. Jessica shows us that you can survive and preserver no matter what is thrown at you. I believe this book will help others break the silence.

What an emotional, spiritual, amazing book. I feel so much love for the author I just want to hug you tight Jessica and tell you I love you! You are definitely an inspiration to so many people. I'm so proud of you.

Jessica, it was a pleasure coming to your book reading and meeting you in person. Your book is above the top memoir that I’ve ever read and I’ve read a lot of them. Took me 3 nights to read and that’s cause I had to eat, sleep and work. I truly hope you get the peace you deserve

A wonderful memoir story about a girl trying to seek what everyone wants in life love and acceptiance. The author does a great job on this story and really can feel her emotions. A story worth reading. A must read for anyone who was abused or just wants to read this. I would definitely recommend this. It can be helpful to someone who may need it.

This is a hard review to write. On one hand, giving 5 stars is the easiest to do but on the other hand I feel that giving stars to a memoir as powerful as this one, doesn't fit. I have honestly never read anything so poignant, so raw and heartbreaking. So many times I wanted to reach out to Jess and did hold my own kids that bit tighter in my arms. An amazing book, fantastically written and such an eye opener to real live out there. Definitely recommend it!!! Definitely!

The Monster That Ate My Mommy By: Jessica Aiken-Hall was an excellent read. Its not an easy read because of the content but she did an amazing job with it. I started and finished the book in the same day. I couldnt put it down. I am a foster parent so the story really hit home for me. i can't say enough about what a great read this is. I give this book 5 stars!

The human spirit is resilient, and one person that shows proof of that is Jess! She is an amazing testament that your past does not control your future. I commend her spirit, her forgiveness, and her love.

A beautifully crafted memoir that brings the reader through tragedy to triumph. Jessica Aiken-Hall exposes not only her own demons but those of so many suffering in silence. This book offers truth, connection and most importantly hope for healing that is possible.

This book kept me on the edge of my seat...the authors in-depth account of her childhood is extremely beneficial to all of us who have experienced similar situations along the way. Knowing that we are not alone in our hardships is often the first step to healing.

This is a heart breaking story of a young girls fight for the love of her mother , against feelings of worthlessness, violence and abuse. Her fight to find a better life for herself and her children.

The monster that ate my mommy by Jessica Aiken-Hall is such a heartbreaking memoir. It was such an emotional roller coaster for me as I read it. I couldn’t put it down. She did an incredible at showing the reader her story and taking them through her journey to happiness. I went through so many various emotions reading this.

This was a rough read as it hit close to home but it was worth the read. I even was lucky enough to met the writer and get my copy signed. Thus book will keep a place in my heart forever

i enjoyed this book it was a book that held your attention and make you feel for the character, its one that you dont want to put down I reviewed this book for a honest review

A wonderful story. I found some of myself in this. Couldn't put it down. Needed tissue for some parts. Really connected with Jessica.

Simply put, powerful. I've read the book in one day, couldn't put it down. ..... I'm impressed with the author & her ability to shine.

I could not put this book down. It is a true testament of strength and determination. A story that can show others going through the same that there is a light at the end of the tunnel and you can overcome anything.

This is such a raw book that makes you go through so many emotions. No one should ever have to endure this kind of treatment and I applaud the author for having the courage to tell her story.

Wow. What a harrowing read. What an inspirational read.

The Monster That Ate My Mommy by Jessica Aiken-Hall is unlike anything else I’ve ever read. Although it is sometimes emotionally difficult to read it is without a doubt worth reading. I truly believe Aiken-Hall is helping breaks the silence about abuse and mental illness with her memoir.