Shelter the Sea (The Roosevelt Book 2)

Excuse me while I wipe away my tears. This was a wonderful conclusion to The Roosevelt duology, but I am so sad to say goodbye to Emmet and Jeremey and would love it if the author added more books to the series. This is an amazing series that gives a voice to those who are not able-bodied. I first met Jeremey and Emmet a year ago and absolutely fell in love with them. Their love story is probably one of my favorite M/M stories and this story was no exception. But the first book was about them getting their Happily Ever After. This one is what happens after that. Thankfully she did nothing to mess with their love story, but used their love to help support each other in their fight to live their best life. They fought so hard for each other and I loved that in this book, it was all about supporting each other and while there were occasional doubts (mostly by Jeremey’s depression), he also knew it was his depression talking and not the truth. So I was very grateful that all of that was intact and used in a positive way throughout this book. This is the story of what happens when the State of Iowa restructures its mental health system and not only is The Roosevelt in jeopardy, but so are all of the independent living facilities in the state. What I love about this series is how honest and open and raw it is about how day-to-day living is particularly challenging for those who are not able-bodied, but how unique each person’s situation is. Each of the Roosevelt Blues Brothers has their own specific challenges, but they also have their own amazing gifts and I love how supportive they are to each other and how they’re constantly thinking of what the other person needs, and willing to give each other the space they need to be their true and best self. I also loved the ocean metaphor and without giving any spoilers, I love how they used it at the end. I loved the first book for Jeremey and Emmet’s love story and their quest to live independently, but I loved this book for their fight to speak for all of the disabled who are constantly overlooked, ignored, or passed over. Some might be turned off by the politics of this story and normally that isn’t my favorite aspect of a book, but I loved it in this case, and I think it’s because of the discussions they had throughout about why they were doing this and whether they could keep on doing it. It was another aspect of their lives and I ended up becoming very involved in it. I read books to escape, to laugh, cry, as well as learn, and this book has all of that and it’s done well. There are many books out there now about the struggles of POC or LGBTQ folx, but not as many about the struggles of those who are disabled, physically or mentally, and while some might not like the politics that were covered in this book, those who are disabled don’t get to opt out from the politics that affect their lives, so I think this book is important. I love that while so many of the friends and family members were supportive, ultimately it was up to Jeremey and Emmet and David and Darren to share their own stories and decide when, where, and how they wanted to fight for their rights. If you do end up reading this book, I would recommend reading the first book first, but this is definitely a worthy follow-up to the book.

I do not disguise the fact the Carry the Ocean is one of my favorite books of all time. Emmet and Jeremey are two of the most special characters that I hold close to my heart. Shelter the Sea is everything I could have hoped for in the continuation of Emmet and Jeremey's story. Told once again through both Emmet and Jeremey's points of view, the story takes place over two years after the end of Carry The Ocean. Emmet is doing well at work, his romance with Jeremey is right on track, he's even ready to move his relationship with Jeremey to something permanent. While the romance portion of the story is ongoing, there are some politics as well, as the Roosevelt House residents and their friends find themselves having to battle for rights. Using the momentum created by their viral video of the guys dancing in Target to "Happy", they campaign to garner interest from politicians and donors to help those with disabilities. I'm more in love with the Roosevelt Blues Brothers than ever! My emotions were all over the place reading this, and I'm not ashamed to admit I cried a few times, sometimes happy tears (Mai, the rooftop scene), sometimes angry (RJ, the Bill)...but through it all Heidi Cullinan stayed true to the characters I fell in love with in Carry The Ocean. ~~ “We aren’t carrying the oceans. We’re helping them find places to be to carry them themselves more easily.” “We’re trying to shelter the sea, then.” ~~ Would I have liked maybe a little more personal time between Emmet and Jeremey and a little less activist time? Sure. But the story flows so well, from the way the characters were allowed to grow, to the seamless introduction of new characters, and, finally, to the heart-melting romance. In the end, I thought it was all pretty brilliantly executed. I loved it. ~~ I’d had it wrong all along. I didn’t have to shelter the sea. I had to find the way to let the sea shelter me. ~~ The is a new adult contemporary story with themes of hurt/comfort, romance, family, friendship, and love.

It is hard to read a book that reminds one so thoroughly of how easy it is to not think about those who struggle in life to do the simplest things that one does oneself without a care. “Shelter the Sea” is the second part of the story of Emmet Washington and his boyfriend Jeremey Samson. Young men, Emmet and Jeremey live in Ames, Iowa, in a building called the Roosevelt; a unique place designed to accommodate the needs of people with disabilities. Emmet is autistic, while Jeremey suffers from disabling social anxiety and severe depression. The story of how they met and fell in love was the subject of the previous book, “Carry the Ocean.” This is a book with an agenda, but that agenda is never allowed to overshadow the story that Emmet and Jeremey tell us, about their lives and the lives of people important to them. It is a political story, attuned to current events, and a personal story of courage and perseverance. We learn in great detail what it takes for people with different kinds of disabilities to make it through an average day; and with that we learn how disabilities can disguise great intelligence and talent that goes untapped because of our culture’s disinclination to look for it. The didactic aspect of Cullinan’s novel was, interestingly, it’s most compelling feature. Every novel ultimately tells you a great deal about its central characters—their feelings, their motivations, their actions. “Shelter the Sea” does this as well, except that much of what these young people experience is as alien to those of us “on the mean” as if we were reading about, well, aliens. It is the powerful voices of Emmet and Jeremey that grab us. It is their feelings that we come to share and through their eyes that we come to see. There’s no question that my own feelings as I read this book involved a steady undercurrent of shame. How little have I ever considered the privileged status of simply being “normal?” But these two guys moved me to tears repeatedly in the course of Cullinan’s narrative. This is empathy in action, and Cullinan brings us into it and makes us feel with them, not just for them. If you have ever questioned the idea that, in a capitalist society, profit trumps care for the individual, “Shelter the Sea” will bring you up short and force you to take a close look at your assumptions about what it means to say “liberty and justice for all.”

I went straight from the first book to this one, needing to follow Emmet and Jeremey as their relationship continued. And I loved their moments together, along with their friends and then added Mai. I wish it had continued to follow the recipe of the first book because it was perfect and it did a good job for the first half of it, but this one became a bit too political. And in the end I never got the moment I waited the whole book for. Still loved my time with Emmet and Jeremey, it needed to be repeated because they are my favourite characters.

I read the first book in the series, Carry The Ocean, two years ago, upon first release. I looked back to read what I said in my review of that book. Here it is. It still applies to this one. I loved this one even more, because it continues the story of the two main characters and sets things up for the next stories promised by the author. This book is so "real". The ending left me in tears. I hope we don't have to wait another two years for the next book in the series! Posted 6/24/15 about Carry the Ocean. I recommend you read it before this one. While this one stands alone, you'll miss so much if you skip it: "I heard about this book from another author I enjoy. She mentioned it in a blog review as one of her all time favorites. Now it is one of mine. Author Heidi Cullinan totally gets both autism and clinical depression/anxiety disorder. Somehow she assists her reader to totally access the minds, hearts and behaviors of the two main characters as they wrestle with their issues. I'm a retired mental health therapist and social worker who has worked with both populations represented and I am astounded at how well Ms. Cullinan captures the disability issues that these two young men face. Friends to boyfriends and roommates, Emmett and Jeremey will take you places you have either never been before or you will recognize yourself, if you've ever suffered from being depressed, anxious, overloaded or feeling different from the general population. Either that or you will come away with more empathy for the burdens of others, some visible some not so obvious. The love story is special and really moved me. The entire story is heartwarming and so very real as the young men struggle to be all that they can be, both as individuals and as a couple. I look forward to the next installment in the Roosevelt series and hope to see more of these young men there."

Carry the Ocean sat on my kindle for almost 2 years before I read it, not because I didn’t want to read it but because I had to be ready to read it. Since I just finished CtO a couple months ago, I was ready to dive right into Shelter. This book was definitely easier to read but as emotional with just as much going on. I’m going to try to touch on each aspect of the story. Jeremey and Emmet are still rocking and rolling in their relationship. Jeremey is still struggling with his depression and anxiety but Emmet goes to great lengths to take care of Jeremey. They discover just how much they mean to each other and support each other pretty perfectly when needed. Emmet is a rock star in this story…and the lengths he goes to show Jeremey how much he means to him were outstanding. There were so many times these two brought a tear to my eyes as they navigated their relationship waters. We also get quite a few ‘aw’ moments between them which I absolutely loved! Obviously there will be more from them as their story is not done. David again is almost a main character in this book. He isn’t as bitter toward all his new friends and unselfishly directs those strong emotions toward the cause. I love seeing him forge a friendship with Darren. I can’t wait to see more from him too. It was great to see folks realize, even in The Roosevelt, they completely underestimated and diminished both Darren and Stuart until they took the time to get to know them. I loved watching them come out of their shells and shine bright! Darren is simply amazing and I definitely want more from him in the future. The supporting cast is just as strong in this story as in CtO including a few new characters we meet. The reason this was only 4 stars for me instead of 5 is I felt the political agenda, while important, was a bit overwhelming at times. I did love how it brought these characters out of their shells and taught them important lessons but it felt ‘soapboxy’ again like CtO did at times. Overall this, as well as Carry the Ocean, is a must read.

This book, like its predecessor "Carry the Ocean," tore me apart in more ways than the occasional heartbreak that befalls our heroes Emmett the Autistic and Jeremy the Depressed. I use those seemingly derogatory terms to make a point: When you get to know these two most precious characters, and their families, friends and associates, you can't help shedding a tear or two of joy, and disappointment, at how Heidi Cullinan has brought them to life and into your heart. This is not an easy plot, nor is it a satisfying ending in one or two respects--and Heidi tells us there are at least two more to follow. But I am totally going to let these two occupy my heart until someone else comes along from that crowd who can do them one better. Get it. Read it. Cry and laugh a little here and there. Go out and join a support group and vote, vote, vote to get rid of the nasty and corrupt politicians who see people with issues as ones to be ignored, or reduced to nothing. This, like the first book, deserves every award it can get.

So...that was disappointing but NOT because the book is bad. My main problem I think is that I re-read Carry the Ocean before and that book was so good the bar was set too/very high. The first chapters are basically info dump, which slowed the pace a bit, and then the story was just too...easy lovey-dovey. Sweetness is great, but that's not what I was expecting with this one. I needed more angst than what I had. Great book to read if you're tired of the current political climat and need something where most everyone is nice and to believe in humanity, but don't compare to book 1. I'm still gonna read the next book, because I'm curious to know more about Darren and David.

This book was so touching. I loved the first one and this was different in that it dealt largely with the characters and their efforts in keeping the Roosevelt place open-which turned into something much bigger. What I didn't expect was how much this book made me cry. It wasn't a sad book, no, but the genuine emotions of these characters had me feeling for them and WITH them. I can't say enough how incredible Ms. Cullinan is in being able to write these books in such a way as to convey something so difficult (autism, anxiety/depression, etc) in such a authentic, caring and informative way.

As always, I leave touched, impressed and wanting more. While parts of this book hurt dearly to read, it shatteringly got to the heart of state care for people with mental and physical disabilities. As someone who spent time in a mental health facility I can tell you how accurately this book portrays the issues. The depth of research as always is astounding. I love the sweet story between Jeremey and Emmet and cried brokenly when Mai came into the picture. I had to laugh when Jeremey swears to be the best sensory sack ever as it is ever so reminiscent of a certain anime character swearing to be the best pork cutlet bowl ever

Excuse me while I wipe away my tears. This was a wonderful conclusion to The Roosevelt duology, but I am so sad to say goodbye to Emmet and Jeremey and would love it if the author added more books to the series. This is an amazing series that gives a voice to those who are not able-bodied. I first met Jeremey and Emmet a year ago and absolutely fell in love with them. Their love story is probably one of my favorite M/M stories and this story was no exception. But the first book was about them getting their Happily Ever After. This one is what happens after that. Thankfully she did nothing to mess with their love story, but used their love to help support each other in their fight to live their best life. They fought so hard for each other and I loved that in this book, it was all about supporting each other and while there were occasional doubts (mostly by Jeremey’s depression), he also knew it was his depression talking and not the truth. So I was very grateful that all of that was intact and used in a positive way throughout this book. This is the story of what happens when the State of Iowa restructures its mental health system and not only is The Roosevelt in jeopardy, but so are all of the independent living facilities in the state. What I love about this series is how honest and open and raw it is about how day-to-day living is particularly challenging for those who are not able-bodied, but how unique each person’s situation is. Each of the Roosevelt Blues Brothers has their own specific challenges, but they also have their own amazing gifts and I love how supportive they are to each other and how they’re constantly thinking of what the other person needs, and willing to give each other the space they need to be their true and best self. I also loved the ocean metaphor and without giving any spoilers, I love how they used it at the end. I loved the first book for Jeremey and Emmet’s love story and their quest to live independently, but I loved this book for their fight to speak for all of the disabled who are constantly overlooked, ignored, or passed over. Some might be turned off by the politics of this story and normally that isn’t my favorite aspect of a book, but I loved it in this case, and I think it’s because of the discussions they had throughout about why they were doing this and whether they could keep on doing it. It was another aspect of their lives and I ended up becoming very involved in it. I read books to escape, to laugh, cry, as well as learn, and this book has all of that and it’s done well. There are many books out there now about the struggles of POC or LGBTQ folx, but not as many about the struggles of those who are disabled, physically or mentally, and while some might not like the politics that were covered in this book, those who are disabled don’t get to opt out from the politics that affect their lives, so I think this book is important. I love that while so many of the friends and family members were supportive, ultimately it was up to Jeremey and Emmet and David and Darren to share their own stories and decide when, where, and how they wanted to fight for their rights. If you do end up reading this book, I would recommend reading the first book first, but this is definitely a worthy follow-up to the book.

I do not disguise the fact the Carry the Ocean is one of my favorite books of all time. Emmet and Jeremey are two of the most special characters that I hold close to my heart. Shelter the Sea is everything I could have hoped for in the continuation of Emmet and Jeremey's story. Told once again through both Emmet and Jeremey's points of view, the story takes place over two years after the end of Carry The Ocean. Emmet is doing well at work, his romance with Jeremey is right on track, he's even ready to move his relationship with Jeremey to something permanent. While the romance portion of the story is ongoing, there are some politics as well, as the Roosevelt House residents and their friends find themselves having to battle for rights. Using the momentum created by their viral video of the guys dancing in Target to "Happy", they campaign to garner interest from politicians and donors to help those with disabilities. I'm more in love with the Roosevelt Blues Brothers than ever! My emotions were all over the place reading this, and I'm not ashamed to admit I cried a few times, sometimes happy tears (Mai, the rooftop scene), sometimes angry (RJ, the Bill)...but through it all Heidi Cullinan stayed true to the characters I fell in love with in Carry The Ocean. ~~ “We aren’t carrying the oceans. We’re helping them find places to be to carry them themselves more easily.” “We’re trying to shelter the sea, then.” ~~ Would I have liked maybe a little more personal time between Emmet and Jeremey and a little less activist time? Sure. But the story flows so well, from the way the characters were allowed to grow, to the seamless introduction of new characters, and, finally, to the heart-melting romance. In the end, I thought it was all pretty brilliantly executed. I loved it. ~~ I’d had it wrong all along. I didn’t have to shelter the sea. I had to find the way to let the sea shelter me. ~~ The is a new adult contemporary story with themes of hurt/comfort, romance, family, friendship, and love.

It is hard to read a book that reminds one so thoroughly of how easy it is to not think about those who struggle in life to do the simplest things that one does oneself without a care. “Shelter the Sea” is the second part of the story of Emmet Washington and his boyfriend Jeremey Samson. Young men, Emmet and Jeremey live in Ames, Iowa, in a building called the Roosevelt; a unique place designed to accommodate the needs of people with disabilities. Emmet is autistic, while Jeremey suffers from disabling social anxiety and severe depression. The story of how they met and fell in love was the subject of the previous book, “Carry the Ocean.” This is a book with an agenda, but that agenda is never allowed to overshadow the story that Emmet and Jeremey tell us, about their lives and the lives of people important to them. It is a political story, attuned to current events, and a personal story of courage and perseverance. We learn in great detail what it takes for people with different kinds of disabilities to make it through an average day; and with that we learn how disabilities can disguise great intelligence and talent that goes untapped because of our culture’s disinclination to look for it. The didactic aspect of Cullinan’s novel was, interestingly, it’s most compelling feature. Every novel ultimately tells you a great deal about its central characters—their feelings, their motivations, their actions. “Shelter the Sea” does this as well, except that much of what these young people experience is as alien to those of us “on the mean” as if we were reading about, well, aliens. It is the powerful voices of Emmet and Jeremey that grab us. It is their feelings that we come to share and through their eyes that we come to see. There’s no question that my own feelings as I read this book involved a steady undercurrent of shame. How little have I ever considered the privileged status of simply being “normal?” But these two guys moved me to tears repeatedly in the course of Cullinan’s narrative. This is empathy in action, and Cullinan brings us into it and makes us feel with them, not just for them. If you have ever questioned the idea that, in a capitalist society, profit trumps care for the individual, “Shelter the Sea” will bring you up short and force you to take a close look at your assumptions about what it means to say “liberty and justice for all.”

I went straight from the first book to this one, needing to follow Emmet and Jeremey as their relationship continued. And I loved their moments together, along with their friends and then added Mai. I wish it had continued to follow the recipe of the first book because it was perfect and it did a good job for the first half of it, but this one became a bit too political. And in the end I never got the moment I waited the whole book for. Still loved my time with Emmet and Jeremey, it needed to be repeated because they are my favourite characters.

I read the first book in the series, Carry The Ocean, two years ago, upon first release. I looked back to read what I said in my review of that book. Here it is. It still applies to this one. I loved this one even more, because it continues the story of the two main characters and sets things up for the next stories promised by the author. This book is so "real". The ending left me in tears. I hope we don't have to wait another two years for the next book in the series! Posted 6/24/15 about Carry the Ocean. I recommend you read it before this one. While this one stands alone, you'll miss so much if you skip it: "I heard about this book from another author I enjoy. She mentioned it in a blog review as one of her all time favorites. Now it is one of mine. Author Heidi Cullinan totally gets both autism and clinical depression/anxiety disorder. Somehow she assists her reader to totally access the minds, hearts and behaviors of the two main characters as they wrestle with their issues. I'm a retired mental health therapist and social worker who has worked with both populations represented and I am astounded at how well Ms. Cullinan captures the disability issues that these two young men face. Friends to boyfriends and roommates, Emmett and Jeremey will take you places you have either never been before or you will recognize yourself, if you've ever suffered from being depressed, anxious, overloaded or feeling different from the general population. Either that or you will come away with more empathy for the burdens of others, some visible some not so obvious. The love story is special and really moved me. The entire story is heartwarming and so very real as the young men struggle to be all that they can be, both as individuals and as a couple. I look forward to the next installment in the Roosevelt series and hope to see more of these young men there."

Carry the Ocean sat on my kindle for almost 2 years before I read it, not because I didn’t want to read it but because I had to be ready to read it. Since I just finished CtO a couple months ago, I was ready to dive right into Shelter. This book was definitely easier to read but as emotional with just as much going on. I’m going to try to touch on each aspect of the story. Jeremey and Emmet are still rocking and rolling in their relationship. Jeremey is still struggling with his depression and anxiety but Emmet goes to great lengths to take care of Jeremey. They discover just how much they mean to each other and support each other pretty perfectly when needed. Emmet is a rock star in this story…and the lengths he goes to show Jeremey how much he means to him were outstanding. There were so many times these two brought a tear to my eyes as they navigated their relationship waters. We also get quite a few ‘aw’ moments between them which I absolutely loved! Obviously there will be more from them as their story is not done. David again is almost a main character in this book. He isn’t as bitter toward all his new friends and unselfishly directs those strong emotions toward the cause. I love seeing him forge a friendship with Darren. I can’t wait to see more from him too. It was great to see folks realize, even in The Roosevelt, they completely underestimated and diminished both Darren and Stuart until they took the time to get to know them. I loved watching them come out of their shells and shine bright! Darren is simply amazing and I definitely want more from him in the future. The supporting cast is just as strong in this story as in CtO including a few new characters we meet. The reason this was only 4 stars for me instead of 5 is I felt the political agenda, while important, was a bit overwhelming at times. I did love how it brought these characters out of their shells and taught them important lessons but it felt ‘soapboxy’ again like CtO did at times. Overall this, as well as Carry the Ocean, is a must read.

This book, like its predecessor "Carry the Ocean," tore me apart in more ways than the occasional heartbreak that befalls our heroes Emmett the Autistic and Jeremy the Depressed. I use those seemingly derogatory terms to make a point: When you get to know these two most precious characters, and their families, friends and associates, you can't help shedding a tear or two of joy, and disappointment, at how Heidi Cullinan has brought them to life and into your heart. This is not an easy plot, nor is it a satisfying ending in one or two respects--and Heidi tells us there are at least two more to follow. But I am totally going to let these two occupy my heart until someone else comes along from that crowd who can do them one better. Get it. Read it. Cry and laugh a little here and there. Go out and join a support group and vote, vote, vote to get rid of the nasty and corrupt politicians who see people with issues as ones to be ignored, or reduced to nothing. This, like the first book, deserves every award it can get.

So...that was disappointing but NOT because the book is bad. My main problem I think is that I re-read Carry the Ocean before and that book was so good the bar was set too/very high. The first chapters are basically info dump, which slowed the pace a bit, and then the story was just too...easy lovey-dovey. Sweetness is great, but that's not what I was expecting with this one. I needed more angst than what I had. Great book to read if you're tired of the current political climat and need something where most everyone is nice and to believe in humanity, but don't compare to book 1. I'm still gonna read the next book, because I'm curious to know more about Darren and David.

This book was so touching. I loved the first one and this was different in that it dealt largely with the characters and their efforts in keeping the Roosevelt place open-which turned into something much bigger. What I didn't expect was how much this book made me cry. It wasn't a sad book, no, but the genuine emotions of these characters had me feeling for them and WITH them. I can't say enough how incredible Ms. Cullinan is in being able to write these books in such a way as to convey something so difficult (autism, anxiety/depression, etc) in such a authentic, caring and informative way.

As always, I leave touched, impressed and wanting more. While parts of this book hurt dearly to read, it shatteringly got to the heart of state care for people with mental and physical disabilities. As someone who spent time in a mental health facility I can tell you how accurately this book portrays the issues. The depth of research as always is astounding. I love the sweet story between Jeremey and Emmet and cried brokenly when Mai came into the picture. I had to laugh when Jeremey swears to be the best sensory sack ever as it is ever so reminiscent of a certain anime character swearing to be the best pork cutlet bowl ever

Rumours of The Roosevelt having financial problems and state legislature privatizing or closing state run facilities and programs due to budget cuts threatens the peace and security of Emmet and Jeremy's new home and their family of friends that reside there. Jeremy's anxiety and clinical depression have returned with a vengeance, and Jeremy's medications are becoming less affective!

Emmet and Jeremey have a love story for the ages. Most people could learn a lot from these two. Although the characters and places in this series are fictional, the struggles are not. Heidi once again brings to life that which society calls flawed and broken and shows us the beauty and power they all truly hold. Sadly though, in real life the rich and powerful all to often control the destiny of these people to some extent and rarely for the good. Hopefully all that read this book will "try everything" to make changes for good.

One of the best books of this, or any, year. This is a dear, loving, fascinating story about love and understanding. Have I crammed in enough praise? You cannot read this well-written novel without falling for it and for its characters. And the grand part is that you learn, seamlessly, while reading it. I find myself with a whole new understanding, or the beginning of understanding, of autism and depression. Heidi has made me a supporter of all sorts of aid and assisted living programs while giving me the joy of a great read and an HEA. Not bad for the two books in the series so far!

To paraphrase one review I read, "Emmet and his boyfriend Jeremey aren't considered real adults because of their disabilities." Through Cullinan's writing they are indeed real adults and their "disabilities" are strengths and parts of their lives which are respected by each other and those around them. The fact that they are gay is just a matter of fact, and young men's tenderness and understanding of each other is simply beautiful. The story presents great insight into the lives of people who we might move away from while sitting on a bus. But, this book truly makes you want to know these people, but with respect. There's one line which touched me deeply and it was basically when the two characters said that they could have a "silent conversation." That's an insight for all of us. As this entire story was to me.

A sequel that takes your breath away! The writing was excellent, the characters, oh my. If you loved Jeremey, Emmet, David and the Roosevelt gang before, buy this book, cause it only gets better. I appreciated the time Heidi takes to enrich the depth and breadth of each character's story. Lush, is the word I'd use to describe this story. After a long spell of literary "fast food", this was a gourmet meal. Buy this book!

What an amazing read! Both of The Roosevelt Books are a tour de force! With an excellent and very timely storyline filled with characters so well defined that one comes away feeling like Emmett, Jeremey, David, Darren and Stuart are a part of us all I would recommend these books to anyone with a heart. Thank you, Heidi Cullinan, for an incredible experience filled with both laughter and tears! I can't wait for David and Darren's stories and to discover more about Stuart's world.

Didn't realize I was going to cry my way through this one, but it's all good happy tears. I admit some confusion as I began reading. I didn't actually read the blurb, just jumped in thinking book 2 was David's story. It turned out to be a fantastic continuation of Emmet and Jeremey's story. I very much dislike the political schmoozing process. Since much of the storyline focused on that it was a little bit of a turn-off, but that's entirely a personal hungup.

If I could give this book 10 stars I would. I wish there was a real group of Roosevelt Blues Brothers! I loved the first book about Jeremey and Emmet and this book was even better! I had tears in my eyes through half the book yet I couldn't stop reading. What a wonderful, amazing book. I can't think of enough good things to say about it. I can't wait for the next book about either Darren or David.

I read the first Roosevelt arms book awhile ago, and really loved it. I don't think I have ever read anything like that before. I don't know how Heidi wrote such an inciteful story about differently abled people. This book about broke my heart. Such love, such hard work by the Roosevelt Blues Brothers. If you are having any doubts, let them go. Read this book (read the first one first). I was so moved.

This book has taken me to an exceptionally emotional place, I was waiting for Heidi to do this for a long time and she did not disappoint. It was raw and real and emotional. She has the special touch to speak in the voices of people with disabilities like no other author. I love the introduction of new characters and enjoy the continued journey of Emmett and jeremey. I cried but it was a good cry. 👍🏽🤗

3.5 stars This book was good but not nearly as good as the first one. In the first one it dives deep into their mental health issues Jeremey's depression and it really dug into Emmett's autism. I found it interesting and learned a lot from it. It made me look into the topics. I suppose this one is trying to do the same but with a different aspect. This one, I see is trying to impress on the reader how people who are "not normal" are ignored. How mental health is not being given the same consideration as other health issues. It gets really political and if I'm honest a bit preachy, at times. Don't get me wrong, it was a good book but not nearly as good as the first. In this book we get to see more of Jeremey and Emmett. We see where they are two years later in their relationship. We catch up with their friends and family and we get to see them go on a mission to save the Roosevelt Hotel or rather see them try to fight to build more facilities similar to it. They become the voice of those who may not be able to speak for themselves. They dip their toes into the political ring and go face to face with big shots. However, like in real life politics, big money always wins the battle and in this book it's no different. We witness the devastating heartbreak they experience from the loss but we also witness the beauty of humanity. The Roosevelt Blues Brothers are formed and they build a movement so strong they show that it's force to be reckoned with. This book also has some really great moments that will make your heart fill full especially when involving Jeremey and Emmett's relationship. I just love Emmett so much. The way he loves Jeremey is too beautiful. I got all emotional when Mai came into their lives. The booked is sprinkled with moments like that. Overall it is a good read but if you're not into being lectured I do not think this book is for you. The whole political aspect of them fighting to prevent a bill from happening is the main story in this book. It is informative and I opening, which I am sure was the authors intention. But the relationship with the main characters is more of side piece in this one.

I've been waiting for this book for so long. I don't know how Heidi does it, but this book grabbed me from start to finish, and I truly wish it were longer! It made me laugh and cry, sometimes at the same time. I liked the realism of the vote, but will say no more. READ BOTH BOOKS!!!

The second book in the Roosevelt series is just as good as the first but what else would you expect from Heidi Cullinan. I have yet to read any of her books that didn't grab me and not let go until the last word and even then I'm thinking about the story and characters for a while after.

As did book 1, book 2 grabs you from the start and takes you on a dual POV journey that is painful at times, encouraging at others and teaches the lesson to never give up. 5.0 for so many things...but most of all The Roosevelt Blues Brothers.

I liked everything about this book. It's written so well and makes these people come alive. I laughed and cried. All states should have many places like Roosevelt House. Thanks for this series...can hardly wait for the next one!

I never thought I would fine a book as great as Carry the Ocean. I was wrong. Everyone needs to read these books, especially anyone who has the responsibility of passing laws that effect humans. If you work with the people who are not on the mean, then these books are a must read. Ms. Cullinan has an amazing ability to help us see what needs to be seen. My only complaint is that 2018 is too long to wait for the next book.

These books (Carry the Ocean and Shelter the Sea), wonderfully capture the nuances of autism, depression, and social anxiety. The characters are so real, and their story so captivating, that you don’t realize how much you’re learning. It’s a beautiful story, and I’m looking forward to the next chapter.

This book is an extension of Jeremey and Emmett’s story. I would recommend it to fans of the first book. It moves more slowly, and I would have enjoyed it more as a novella, but is till worth a read.

I loved everything about this book. I think it's even better than the first. I loved how the characters developed and grew into stronger versions of themselves. I can't wait to ready about Darren and David next year!

I thought book one Carry the Ocean was superb this surpasses that. And if I hadn't read it myself but heard it I would have laughed in disbelief. I was truly honored to read this book.

I really looked forward to this second story and it did not disappoint. Her stories seem to make me cry a lot lol but I don't mind that so much. Definitely looking forward to the next.

I enjoyed this sequel very much and wish that there was more to this series. I hope there is in the future!

An excellent sequel. I really enjoyed getting to see the characters grow and overcome their issues, to shape their lives how they wanted.

This should be required reading for all people. The insight it gives into this world of autism and the daily struggle of the disabled. ... i will never forget.

Everyone should read this book. Read the first one of course, but this one definitely also lived up to the greatness of the first one.

I was totally drawn into this book. It made me laugh, cry and care.

I learn a lot about depression and autism. Also a very romantic novel very well written.

So lovely to see the Roosevelt characters again. Love this series.

Ms. Cullinan does it again, another Winner!

...in every way!

So much love for these books. So well written, I feel everything so intensely. A roller coaster of emotions. More please

I was so excited about this follow-up story about Emmet and Jeremey, but I have to admit, I was also a bit worried. Book 1 left me with an amazing feeling when I was finished and I was a bit nervous this book would mess that up for me. I shouldn't have worried though, because this book left me feeling even happier, than book 1 did. Before I continue this review, I would like to point out, that this is not a stand-alone. You should read book 1 first and if you haven't, you are missing out big time !! I am not gonna go into the plot too deeply, because, like the previous book, I think this book should be enjoyed without too many spoilers. This book takes us back to Emmet, Jeremey and their friends, who are now happily living at The Roosevelt. But life doesn't always allow us to stay happy.... Sometimes the outside world tries to decide whether or not we are allowed to be/stay happy. This book is about standing up for your (equal) rights and fighting for what you believe in. It's about the challenges, that people with disabilities face every single day. It's about the fact that it's oke not to be normal....because normal doesn't excist and nobody really is. It's about love...friendship and superpowers !! Emmet, Jeremey, David and Darren blew me away. It wasn't easy for them, but they fought non the less. I was in awe of their strenght and friendship. Of course Emmet is still....and will probably always be....my all time favorite !! He is such an awesome character and brought tears to my eyes on multiple occasions. I hope we'll get many more of him in the next two books. One will be David's story and one will be Darren's. I can't wait !!! "I'd had it wrong all along. I didn't have to shelter the sea. I had to find the way to let the sea shelter me".

Carry the Ocean is on my short list of favorite m/m books ever. So when I saw this sequel I was both crazy psyched and a little scared – because how can a book so awesome have a sequel without messing up my couple? Well – don’t worry. There is tiny bit of relationship angst – yes – but most of this is about our dear, dear boys working together against a common enemy and – for me at least – this is a story about Jeremey and his continued struggle with depression. This book literally made me cry about a dozen times. Every page where Jeremey struggles with his sadness pulls at your heart. You can see how hopeless he feels and how frustrated because he KNOWS he shouldn’t feel bad – but he does. I LOVE Emmet for Jeremey. Instead of getting mad or frustrated – Emmet finds a solution – well – not a solution – but something to help – and what an AMAZING choice he makes! I also cried because the political struggle these guys face is our new reality and it hurts my heart so, so much. I HATE that we now live in a world where ignorance and hate and selfishness take precedence over love and compassion and understanding. I won’t point fingers – I think we all know what/who I’m talking about. I love that Emmet and Jeremey collaborated again to find another solution to the bigger problem of their funding and how – by overcoming some of their own issues – they are able to help others as well. Heidi Cullinan is a gifted writer, who obviously spent time researching and understanding these characters. It’s a beautiful book, with a beautiful message (s) and for fans of the first book this is a must and if you haven’t read the first book you are seriously missing out – it is an amazing series and I can’t give it enough stars. 6 of 5 stars

I thought about this book for a long time after reading it. Just like with Carry the Ocean it left me breathless. When I read Shelter the Sea, like with the first book, I couldn't help how impacting it was. My son is autistic but he also suffers from severe anxiety, and Executive Function Disorder. That means his memory isn't good at all. There's a lot to say about it but that's not why I'm mentioning it in my review. I'm mentioning it because every day I see the struggles he faces and I see how hard he fights and prevails and watching him grow has been an honor. So, to read Shelter the Sea and watch the evolution of Emmet and Jeremey was like watching my son. Jeremey's depression is bad when this book starts and he's struggling and Emmet hates seeing the man he loves in pain and so he must find a way to make it better for Jeremey, so he does. The Roosevelt is in trouble, Darren is miserable in Icarus House and needs saving, there's money woes, and evil doers trying to stand in the Roosevelt Blues Brothers' way... and then there's Emmet. He shows incredible strength. He's so brilliant and he became my hero in this story, hell, in fiction!!! I tried not to cry reading this but then there was the scene on the restaurant, with the mother, and the video Emmet made and... you'll know the scene when you get there. That did me in. I was all sobs and hiccups from there! This is a tremendously wonderful series that grips you and pulls at you and when you walk away from it you're informed. You're connected to these amazing guys who are but fictitious characters speaking for the real deals out there. The ones who face what Emmet, Jeremey, Darren, and David face every day. In RJ King we see the enemy and the fighting that can never end so the RJ's can be defeated. This is an amazing book that will touch your heart and soul and fill you with a deep understanding of true love and perseverance.

I cannot even figure out how to find the words to properly explain how much I Absolutely, Totally, completely, fully LOVED This book and series. Heidi Cullinan, wow, Just Wow. I Literally don't even know what to say about this Amazing book... This book is so phenomenally well written, same as the first book "Carry The Ocean" you can tell how much effort was put into these books, and into making these characters who they are, and bringing them to life, and making Us feel so deeply for them and everything they have to go through. I really didn't think that this book would make me Love Emmett and Jeremy even more than I did in book one.. But, I Do. OMG. I had so many feelings during this book, and man Did you make me cry fully on tears of Sadness and Joy while listening/reading this book. The struggles that they go through daily just stick with you and make you want to pull them out of the book to hug them and tell them, and get them to understand there are people who do care!! Iggy Toma, Every single thing about this narration was basically Perfect. I just LOVE the effort you put into Emmett's and Jeremy's voices. You seriously need a round of applause for these books and If I could give more than 5 stars for these books they would have it. Just so beautifully well done. I am 100% sure these books will be a go-to re-listen numerous times for me.

I received a free copy of this book to read and review for Wicked Reads. I’m not sure why I’m surprised, but Cullinan has again succeeded in stunning me with a story that combines heartbreaking realism and an exceptional understanding and portrayal of autism, depression, and anxiety, with love in so many forms that I had no hopes of reading Shelter the Sea without crying – something I’m doing even as I write this review, hours after finishing the book. Before beginning Shelter the Sea, I reread Carry the Ocean as it’s been two years since I read it. It is an absolute must that you read these books in order, and I’m glad I squeezed the reread in because it put Emmet and Jeremey’s obstacles, struggles, and achievements at the forefront of my mind, thus making Shelter the Sea an even richer reading experience. When the story begins, Emmet and Jeremey have now been together and living at The Roosevelt for two years and much has happened in that time. Emmet has completed his college degree and obtained employment with a company that not only valued his intelligence, but recognized that the quirks of his autism made him a valuable employee and they made the accommodations necessary for him to be an effective and productive employee. This is one of the aspects of the book that I love. What happened to Emmet is by no means the norm, but it does happen and when it does, it’s the kind of thing that gives caregivers and educators the validation that what they do make a difference, that people and organizations beyond themselves can see what the people they work with are capable of. But with as much progress that Emmet has made, Jeremey hasn’t fared as well. Jeremey’s depression and anxiety continue to be huge barriers to his happiness and his success and Cullinan does not shy away in showing the reader first-hand just how much both disorders wreak havoc on his life. Actually, the author does an excellent job (again) of showing the reader just how hard Emmet and Jeremey and some of their friends have to work just to have some semblance of a “normal” day and how things many of us take for granted can seem unsurmountable – and yet, they persevere day after day after day. You’ve probably guessed by now, but I’m trying to avoid specific details of the book because I don’t want to spoil it for potential readers. If you read and enjoyed Carry the Ocean, I cannot fathom you not enjoying Shelter the Sea just as much – and maybe even more so. If you haven’t read book one, start with it first because you need to meet Emmet and Jeremey from two years ago and see what obstacles they had to overcome to be together. Not only is it an outstanding read, but it will make the plans Emmet forms and puts into action and the lengths to which he goes for Jeremey, their friends, and even himself that much more meaningful. Although my focus has been on Emmet, parts of the book are written from Jeremey’s point of view as well. I find it harder to talk about Jeremey without revealing spoilers, but keep in mind that this is a romance and at the end of the day, love abounds in its many shapes and forms in Shelter the Sea as Emmet and Jeremey continue to grow as individuals and as a couple. I, for one, hope that there are many, many more stories to come from The Roosevelt. Please note: My review is of an unedited, pre-release copy of this book and assumes that errors were corrected prior to publication.

Shelter the Sea carries on where Carry the Ocean left off. Really, readers, you must read both, in order to get the full impact. And possibly watch some videos: The Blues Brothers, Zootopia, and The Ellen Show. Emmet Washington, as we learned in the first book, is autistic and a brilliant mathematician. Some of his coping strategies include searching for algorithms and patterns in life around him. He seeks comfort in his sensory sack, which is in his closet, to eliminate as much outside distraction and stimulation as possible. He also seeks comfort in his partner Jeremey and loves sex with Jeremey. Jeremey has clinical depression and incapacitating anxiety. He loves Emmet with all his heart. He and Emmet share an apartment at the Roosevelt House, an independent-living facility for adults with disabilities. When politics and a threatened loss of funding comes knocking on the door of the Roosevelt House, Emmet, Jeremey, and a couple of others begin to figure out how to save the facility and convince politicians that they are fully functioning adults, worthy of the same quality of life that other people enjoy. Their videos go viral, many people, especially children who also have some of the conditions Emmet and Jeremey exhibit, begin following them and want to help. Will a tour of them lip-synching Blues Brothers songs save the Roosevelt House from a law that intends to withdraw funding? I agonized when the frank and literal speech evidenced by both Emmet and Jeremey, their abilities or lack thereof to understand subterfuge comes up against the good old boys techniques used by lobbyists. Do they manage to kill the bill withdrawing funding and save the Roosevelt House? Maybe. And maybe not. There is more than one way to accomplish something but will the people of Roosevelt House find their own way in time? As a friend of families with autistic children and a friend of at least a couple of autistic adults, this book hit me right in the feels. I don’t like that term, “in the feels” but it’s right for this instance. I invite you to open your heart, mind, and soul. Enjoy both of these wonderful books.

When I read the blurb of this one and got the information it’s the direct continuation of Carry the Ocean I was thrilled. I really enjoyed the events around Jeremey and Emmet and with the second book they have to solve other problems and overcome more obstacles – these time ones which endangers the further living in the shelter, their home, and not only their home alone. Along with Jeremey and Emmet you got also more insight of the former minor character Darren and David who – as the afterword say, as well as the entry in this blog post – get their own stories. It is great to see how much they envolved and how much character development is shown. It is really touching what events are in this book and how it ends. I won’t spoiler but even if there is a HEA there are devastating elements in the book and you really NEED the next book in the series to see how the things are going on. As well as the first book this contains also the switching POV, we get the insights of Emmet and Jeremey. We are aware how difficult it still is to live with the diabilities – and always will be – , with the parts they separate them from other people in the society though you learn along with them to be more respectful. This is one of the most important and greatest effects of reading the books: you learn how to deal with this topic. You get an insight and helpful side notes whichout reading an educational book. Like the first book sometimes the tone is a bit dry, due to Emmet’s POV and how he is displayed with his own kind of autism. This doesn’t stop you from loving him, in fact it’s one part of many you love about him. As much as you love Jeremey for his character traits or Darren or David. The guys are so lovely and lovable and they seem to be already like old friends in the second book. As I said the events in this book are more devastating and maybe some reader might could think it’s a bit too much politics in it but this is one thing I love in other books by Heidi Cullinan and here also: she always puts current events and politics in her books, unashamed to tell what she needs to say, even if she is doing it with the help of her character, with using them as her mouthpiece. I can also say this book broke me several times and I give this book 5 out of 5 stars also. I am really excited to read the other books in the series. Review originally posted together with Carry the Ocean on my blog with added content on Mikku-chan / A world full of words

“Shelter the Sea” by Heidi Cullinan provides much needed hope in these politically charged times. She offers a step-by-step guide to fighting society’s wrongs, while offering her readers a subtle challenge to advocate for their beliefs. The Roosevelt Hotel, which houses the disabled, is facing financial difficulties. Plus, the friend of three of its healthier male residents, is housed in a much worse facility and can’t afford the Roosevelt. The tale is told in the alternating voices of two of these residents. Jeremy is undergoing a worsening of his depression. His autism spectrum partner, Emmet, with whom he lives, wants to help Jeremey, their fourth friend and the Hotel. Despite difficulties comprehending feelings and social cues, Emmet is a mathematical genius who applies algorithms to compensate. But can he devise an algorithm to make progress on his ambitious goals? As a psychologist, I can attest that Emmet’s portrayal superb. Cullinan vividly catches the thought processes, language, and behaviors of mild autism without patronizing either her characters or readers. While she demonstrates life from the view of those with different skills and deficits than the average person, Cullinan advocates for respect of all. And if these men can fight for their rights, she implies, how can the able-bodied do less? For a highly educational novel, a “how-to-guide to community organizing, and a rousing call to action all wrapped into an endearing love story, pick up “Shelter the Sea.” Just prepare to have your world view irrevocably altered!

Two disclaimers. 1) I'm pretty much a Heidi Cullinan fan girl at this point; I love her writing. 2) This book hit home with me, because my mother was schizophrenic; she was one of the vulnerable people in our society. These are the people who can't hold down regular jobs, the ones who need universal health care, the ones who are usually ignored and shunted aside - and this book addresses the lack of resources, and how difficult it is to make "normal" people even notice the invisible ones who need to be taken care of properly. Having said this, I loved this book because it continues the story of Emmet and Jeremey. Their personalities and issues haven't changed (Emmet is still autistic and Jeremey is still clinically depressed and has anxiety), but they face new challenges as The Roosevelt is coming up short on funding and could close. The way they care for each other is sweet and respectful; they're both so imperfectly perfect. I don't want to spoil the plot, but it is beautifully written and although the route to the HEA (happily ever after) may be a bit roundabout, it's worth the journey. Please keep a box of Kleenex handy, though; you'll probably need it!

A moving sequel to one of my all time favorites, Carry the Ocean, Heidi Cullinan hits high notes again with Shelter the Sea. Carry the Ocean is a book that I can barely talk about without getting choked up. It had a deep, profound affect on me, and it changed my scope of romance novels and who romance novels can be about forever. It has a very special place in my heart, and I was... scared when I saw that a sequel was coming out with the same two MCs. One of my biggest pet peeves ever is when an author gives two MCs a perfect, happy ending and then RUINS it with a second book. Thankfully, Heidi didn't do that with this one (it would have CRUSHED me!). Just the idea of anything happening to Emmet and Jeremey's relationship gives me heart palpitations, FFS. Shelter the Sea is more or less a continuation of Emmet and Jeremey's story. It has the same alternating POVs as the first, and it contains about the same level of angst as the first. It isn't a romance-y romance, where the two MCs are falling in love and getting their HEA, but it is sort of what happens after they get their HEA. It is HEA, 2.0. This book is about love, drive, and perseverance. While it didn't blow me away as much as Carry the Ocean, it felt like an important read, if you know what I mean. It had important messages and it felt powerful, and I loved getting to see the MCs and side characters again. A touching and well-done follow up to Carry the Ocean, Heidi Cullinan's fans won't be disappointed. Keep pushing those boundaries, Heidi! *Copy provided by the author in exchange for an honest review*

I think that both of the books in this series deserve more than 5 stars. Heidi Cullinan does an amazing job of showing her readers what the world looks like through her character's eyes. Their struggles are so spot on it amazes me. Emmet and Jeremey are back along with the crew from The Roosevelt House plus a whole pack of newbies. I loved getting to know each and every one of them better. It was wonderful seeing Emmet and his buddies working together to fix the wrongs of their world. Emmet's effort to give Jeremey what he needed overwhelmed me at times; from finding Mai, to giving him soft gentle touches because it was important, to making sure that Jeremey knew how much he was loved and important. Jeremey grows so much in this book. He's so quiet that he's sometimes invisible but he's always the one supporting and giving to make it so the others can do what needs to be done. My favorite part is the rooftop scene, but the ending is beyond fantastic. Take a bow, Heidi. BRAVO! Highly recommended author and series Audiobook: Iggy deserves his own standing ovation!

Absolutely love Emmet and Jeremy and all of their friends. I smile just thinking about them. Emmet has a brilliant mind and he is such a hero. He has plenty of personal struggles having autism, but he's always thinking of Jeremy and how to be a good boyfriend and partner. Jeremy is always first with Emmet and vice versa. Such an incredible couple. I loved every page and I didn't want it to end. Highly recommend, but make sure to read Carry the Ocean first.

This series is one of my favorites. This book is another demonstration of the excellency of the author and the difficult task of writing about the reality of how people with autism and depression feel in the difficult world we live in. Emmett and Jeremey are my heroes and I can definitely understand the way Jeremey feel. Emmett is a beautiful soul and is the epitome of what a human being should be. He really doesn't have any limitations in my eyes.

This was such a visceral book! I loved it! It seems as though the people we most often overlook have the most to teach us--and the big lesson is to get in touch with our humanity. Working to understand one another and to support one another through life's challenges gives us the meaning we're searching for.

Great characters that reminds us that each person has the opportunity and right to approach the world in whatever way that works for them.

This story touches every part of you. The audio version has amazing voices that bring to real life. Go for it. What an author!

These are my favourite type of books, where characters are different, where they are misunderstood and we get the learn all about their struggles. It's fascinating and the author has - again - done a wonderful job of teaching readers about the boys struggles. The politics within the novel is much more prominent that the first and I suppose I'm too much of a romantic not to be slightly hindered by that fact. But it was interesting and slightly to understand how vulnerable people are sometimes treated. Jeremey and Emmet shone, of course, and I felt the character depth was wonderfully done. Both separately and together their characters were in depth and interesting throughout. If you have read the first, I entirely recommend the second. If nothing but for the fact that these guys deserve their Happy Ever After.

Carry the Ocean was my book of 2015, and Heidi's problems in bringing this sequel to her readers have been well documented, but at last it's here and it was worth the wait, although for me, not quite as good as its predecessor. Hardly surprising as CtO was such a stunning story and a huge success. Yes I cried, yes I laughed (although not as much as with CtO), and chapter 16 just about wrecked me emotionally. I love Emmet to bits, and we now have some new Roosevelt Blues Brothers to fuss over. 4.5 stars rounded up from me.

Enjoyed the first book so much, one of my favourites. This continued the story of Emmet and Jeremy and it was lovely to see their unusual romance develop further. Found the story a little heavy going due to the political element, this plays a massive part in the story, but still a beautiful tale. 4 and a half stars from me.

Emmet and Jeremey. Try Everything. Such a lovely well written, well research story. Book 1 and Book 2, Reader, you will definitely want to read them both.

Good read, cried and watched The Blues Brothers film which was great! I'd recommend to mental health workers too.. Thanks

Darum geht’s: Emmet und Jeremey sind in ihrer gemeinsamen Wohnung im „The Roosevelt“ sehr glücklich. Ohne die Betreuung und Hilfe, die ihnen dort geboten wird, könnte weder der Autist Emmet noch der an schweren Depressionen und Angsterkrankungen leidende Jeremey selbständig leben. Zum Glück hat Emmet einen gut bezahlten Job und sie können sich das Roosevelt leisten, im Gegensatz zu ihrem Freund Darren, der in einer schlecht betreuten staatlichen Einrichtung leben muss. Doch auch Emmets und Jeremeys Welt gerät aus den Fugen, als das Roosevelt in finanzielle Schwierigkeiten gerät und möglicherweise geschlossen werden muss. So fand ich’s: Emmet und Jeremey kennen wir schon aus „Carry The Ocean“, wo die beiden sich kennenlernten und ein Paar wurden. „Carry The Ocean“ gehört zu meinen Lieblingsbüchern und ich bin mit gemischten Gefühlen an die Fortsetzung herangegangen. Natürlich wollte ich wieder Zeit mit Emmet und Jeremey verbringen und sehen, wie es ihnen ergangen ist. Andererseits kann eine lauwarme Fortsetzung eines Lieblingsbuches eine ganz schöne Enttäuschung werden. Doch Heidi Cullinan hat es auch mit „Shelter The Sea“ geschafft, mich voll und ganz zu überzeugen. Obwohl die Chancen für Jeremey und Emmet auf ein selbständiges Leben und eine erfüllte Partnerschaft alles andere als gut standen, haben sie es geschafft. Und sie leben eine wundervolle Beziehung, von der sich viele Paare, die ohne Handicap leben dürfen, eine Scheibe abschneiden können. Emmet muss mühsam die Mimik anderer Menschen anhand von Muster-Karten studieren, kann Berührungen und Nähe nur schwer ertragen und wenn ihn Gefühle überwältigen, was sehr oft passiert, muss er summen und mit den Armen wedeln, um den Druck abzubauen. Aber er ist ein brillianter, logischer Denker mit großem Spaß an allem, was mit Mathematik zu tun hat und erliebt Jeremey über alles. Jeremey leidet an schweren Depressionen und an schlechten Tagen kann er kaum das Bett verlassen. Seine Angsterkrankung lässt ihn vor Menschen zurückschrecken und z. B. ein Besuch im Supermarkt ist ein riesiger Kraftakt für ihn. Doch für seine Freunde ist er der ruhende Pol und er liebt Emmet über alles. Die beiden haben besondere Bedürfnisse, die nicht immer miteinander in Einklang zu bringen sind und sich manchmal sogar gegenseitig ausschließen. Doch sie schaffen es, Kompromisse zu finden und eine glückliche Partnerschaft zu leben und das ist wundervoll mit anzusehen. Man kann gar nicht genug bekommen von den beiden, die uns abwechselnd aus ihrer Sicht ihre Geschichte erzählen. Durch staatliche Kürzungen ist ihr kleines Paradies in Gefahr und auch ihre Freunde im Roosevelt und auch außerhalb laufen Gefahr, unter viel schlechteren Bedingungen leben zu müssen – von Förderung ganz zu schweigen. Deshalb tun sich Emmet und Jeremey, David und Darren mit Helfern und Sponsoren zusammen und versuchen, das Roosevelt zu retten. Die jungen Männer, die mit ihren jeweiligen Einschränkungen schon so zu kämpfen haben, dass sie kaum kommunizieren können, versuchen, die Öffentlichkeit zu mobilisieren und stürzen sich in einen ungleichen und bewundernswerten Kampf um Aufmerksamkeit und Fördergelder. Man wirft einen Blick hinter die Kulissen des US-amerikanischen Gesundheitswesens und erlebt die direkten Auswirkungen auf die Bewohner des Roosevelt mit. Das Buch schafft es, realistisch zu sein und doch einen positiven Grundton beizubehalten, denn es gibt in „Shelter The Sea“ einen Kreis von wundervollen Freunden, die als „Roosevelt Blues Brothers“ über sich hinauswachsen und die große Liebe zwischen Emmet und Jeremey, die fest über allem steht. Ich kann allen sowohl „Carry The Ocean“ als auch „Shelter The Sea“ nur wärmstens ans Herz legen. Übrigens hat mir Heidi Cullinan in einem Tweet verraten, dass sie mit dieser Serie noch viel vor hat, unter anderem mit David und Darren, die schon in diesem Buch eine große und wichtige Rolle bekommen haben.

I read that in a review today for another book. And they were right in a way. Allow me to channel my Emmett here: I counted six typographical errors, or errors in homonyms possibly. And there were four instances of editorial errors where perspective changed from first person to third or vice versa, or where a bit of nuance would make the sentence/paragraph clearer. So this book isn't perfect, literally speaking. But figuratively speaking, to me, it is. When I read the first book in this series I was blown away. There was such understanding, and such compassion, for non-neurotypical individuals. As someone who falls into that category on a few levels it was so surprising and refreshing to see a perspective that I innately recognized. That book came at a particularly poignant time for me as I was entrenched in a major depressive episode. Jeremey's struggles were so familiar to me that I almost couldn't bear to keep reading, but neither could I stop. I wanted very badly for someone like me to get a happy ending, and not in a way that would normally be found in a "romance" novel. That is to say: a realistic one. Often when someone like me gets a happy ending in a book they are made better, their illness ceasing to exist through the power of love. Which is just such a bunch of baloney. That book was perfect too, because the ending felt like a goal that maybe I could achieve. Which is a pretty big deal when just getting out of bed is painful. This book, and I apologize in a long-story-short kind of way, was even more hopeful but not patronizing in its hope. If I had read this book first, in that dark time, it might have been too much for me. But since I am doing better recently, I was ready for that hope. It's a beautiful book and the author should feel very proud of what they have accomplished. Have Kleenex. Be prepared to cry. Emmett and Jeremey and Darren and David will break your heart and put the pieces back together. Which is a metaphor that doesn't really make sense logically speaking, but sometimes you need a metaphor. Sometimes you need to see yourself in a character to see a way that things could maybe get better. This book feels like a gift. To the author: I accept. Thank you.

Honestly, I loved this story! However, as a sequel to the initial book, Carry the Ocean, I felt there were perhaps too many explanations in the first third of the book about autism, depression, and anxiety. If you read the first book, you didn't need this. But by the 6th chapter, I couldn't stop reading until the end. It's everything I hoped it would be. I laughed out loud and found myself teary eyed in a couple of spots, and isn't that just the surest sign of a great story?! Enjoy the book!

In ways that made me laugh and cry and think about ways that I could be a better person. As a person on the mean it challenged my conceptions of other people and my own biases and judgements about what was strange and what is important. And even more important it was a beautiful story of love and acceptance and knowing that you have found the person who makes you better by being part of your life.

At this moment i Cannot find words yet to describe what I am feeling. Do not miss this series. Please. Thank you Heidi.