I Am Intelligent: From Heartbreak To Healing--A Mother And Daughter’s Journey Through Autism

All I can say about this powerful book is Wow, Wow, Wow! This memoir by a mother and daughter team will leave you stunned and mesmerized. The daughter has severe developmental disabilities. In the 1980s autism was not well known or understood but I think that would be the current diagnosis. Her determined mother pushed for all the help she could get both from the medical and educational communities. She got many different diagnoses and much frustration. She just KNEW her daughter Peyton understood but the professionals mostly disagreed and told her she had no intelligence at all. When young she seemed to be responding to treatment and could speak a bit but it suddenly all stopped and she withdrew and even became violent. This went on for many years as she grew up and became a big physically powerful woman. The parents had to keep everything locked - slept with her in double bolted doors, kept her wrapped up so she wouldn't spread her feces everywhere - walls, curtains, beds, her own hair and mouth. The perseverance and devotion of the parents is mind boggling. These are really heroic people, though they would be the first to deny it. The father, completely devoted to his daughter, gives up a good job to try to run his own business so she will have a place to work when she grows up. He works 80 hour weeks and it doesn't make it, but his devotion to her never waivers. He has a special bond with her and is so relaxed that he can get her to do things like ride a bike, swim, ski. The mother is the opposite personality - anxious, a worry wart and an absolutely committed fighter for her daughter. They refuse to institutionalize her. Finally comes a breakthrough - but I won't spoil it by telling you anymore. Read it! I read it on my Kindle but have already ordered a hard copy to send to someone.

Having attended a school district intent on inclusion from an early age, autism and other similar developmentally-challenged situations are not unfamiliar to me. But to read Peyton, Dianne, & Pat's story with all curtains withdrawn was a real challenge and inspiration. I cried, got pissed, and ultimately finished inspired. Would love to read more about Peyton's thoughts on peace & justice, a pleasant surprise topic at the end. For while the story begins as a struggle for a family with autism, then inclusion, and ultimately faith, it wraps up well beyond any specific "struggle" and the overall crux of all problems: the lack of justice.

If you have a child who doesn't speak, please read Peyton's book. If you teach children who can't talk, please read Peyton's book. It will tear your heart up, but then perhaps you can understand the principle of the least dangerous assumption (LDA): That when people can't tell us, we must assume they are intelligent. We must integrate everyone. We must end segregation and the use of seclusion in public schools across this country. See also, Restraint and Seclusion: Hear Our Stories.

If you've ever wanted an inside look at child development, autism, and the educational system's response to such individuals, this is it. Written retrospectively, from the mother's viewpoint, an innocent child, whose childhood is derailed by expressive illness and abuse, makes countless dead-end forays into treatment before arriving at the means to unlock the protagonist's inner life by the use of typewritten access, called Facilitated Communication (FC). Spiced throughout this biography is the child's FC comments, written in high prose, which resonate deeply, as one speaking from the heart of mankind as a precocious sage. To survive, and indeed thrive by learning to "talk", and then become a Valedictorian college grad is phenomenal, if not miraculous. Furthermore, this same person is a motivational "speaker", a proponent for the rights of those marginalized by autism and other disabilities. The clear message here is that we all have gifts, though latent and often never discovered. The renewal of a "less than" life is a testament to spiritual development, a going beyond the strait-jacket definitions of diagnoses and intelligent quotas. In a world that increasingly devalues life that is less than perfect or unwanted, this book beams brightly promoting childhood, womanhood, and recovery. Nicely, it reads as a face-paced novel. One knows things will turn out all right, but the surprises and tragedies along the way make it a compelling venture, drawing the reader into the rich inner life of one not known to have one. Read it, buy it for a friend, pass it on, and you'll be adding your vote to a world that craves understanding where it so lacks it.

An amazing story of an autistic girl and her faithful mother who would not give up in getting her daughter the ability to communicate with the rest of the world when the odds were stacked against them. Peyton, although her speech was not intelligible, was intelligent and aware of everything happening around her. She was finally given a voice--and is able to tell what is happening to her, and what happened in the past. Her life was opened to us. We admire her greatly for sharing her life. We weep for the hard things that happened to her. We rejoice over the good that happened and will continue to happen. This book gives us hope.

Simply outstanding... this book has it all- bitter misunderstanding, love, segregation, acceptance, everyday struggles, inspiration- and an awesome sense of humor. What a much needed perspective for those struggling to seek or provide inclusion in any walk of life- from those familiar with autism to those who just enjoy well-written, worth-while, and meaningful stories. You don't need to have any knowledge of the condition of autism to understand the struggles Peyton and her family endured, not to mention the moments of profound love you can't help but be moved by. Peyton and Dianne's stories are woven together perfectly in a style that is not only fun to read, but often painful and touching at the same time. Peyton's words will make you re-think how the world ought to be, how we can all be better at providing acceptance and love. This book is a treasure.

Autism is so prevalent in our communities but so misunderstood. This beautiful book helps me to appreciate the value of those burdened with autism and other disabilities as persons fully equal to me or any other. I loved the emphasis on oneness, on forgiving, on unconditional all love.

Through my tears of deepest sorrow at the indignities and fear Peyton endured, and through my tears of joy for this beautiful human being as she progressed, I could barely put this book down. She is an angel who suffered so in her locked up body but persevered as her brilliant and compassionate heart and mind took over. Thank you Peyton for the positive changes s you have and will make in so many lives. Thank you to Dianne, pat, Patrick and all Peytons supporters. An amazing story of a real and very blessed life.

This was an amazing book. It has some parts that are sad, but has an amazing ending. I got very into this book and hated putting it down!

This book was written by an amazing young woman and her mother - Peyton has autism and was at the point of almost total despair when the key to communication was found. Anyone who loves a person on the spectrum and especially their parents or guardians should read this book. Bravo Peyton - and Diane!!

All I can say about this powerful book is Wow, Wow, Wow! This memoir by a mother and daughter team will leave you stunned and mesmerized. The daughter has severe developmental disabilities. In the 1980s autism was not well known or understood but I think that would be the current diagnosis. Her determined mother pushed for all the help she could get both from the medical and educational communities. She got many different diagnoses and much frustration. She just KNEW her daughter Peyton understood but the professionals mostly disagreed and told her she had no intelligence at all. When young she seemed to be responding to treatment and could speak a bit but it suddenly all stopped and she withdrew and even became violent. This went on for many years as she grew up and became a big physically powerful woman. The parents had to keep everything locked - slept with her in double bolted doors, kept her wrapped up so she wouldn't spread her feces everywhere - walls, curtains, beds, her own hair and mouth. The perseverance and devotion of the parents is mind boggling. These are really heroic people, though they would be the first to deny it. The father, completely devoted to his daughter, gives up a good job to try to run his own business so she will have a place to work when she grows up. He works 80 hour weeks and it doesn't make it, but his devotion to her never waivers. He has a special bond with her and is so relaxed that he can get her to do things like ride a bike, swim, ski. The mother is the opposite personality - anxious, a worry wart and an absolutely committed fighter for her daughter. They refuse to institutionalize her. Finally comes a breakthrough - but I won't spoil it by telling you anymore. Read it! I read it on my Kindle but have already ordered a hard copy to send to someone.

Having attended a school district intent on inclusion from an early age, autism and other similar developmentally-challenged situations are not unfamiliar to me. But to read Peyton, Dianne, & Pat's story with all curtains withdrawn was a real challenge and inspiration. I cried, got pissed, and ultimately finished inspired. Would love to read more about Peyton's thoughts on peace & justice, a pleasant surprise topic at the end. For while the story begins as a struggle for a family with autism, then inclusion, and ultimately faith, it wraps up well beyond any specific "struggle" and the overall crux of all problems: the lack of justice.

If you have a child who doesn't speak, please read Peyton's book. If you teach children who can't talk, please read Peyton's book. It will tear your heart up, but then perhaps you can understand the principle of the least dangerous assumption (LDA): That when people can't tell us, we must assume they are intelligent. We must integrate everyone. We must end segregation and the use of seclusion in public schools across this country. See also, Restraint and Seclusion: Hear Our Stories.

If you've ever wanted an inside look at child development, autism, and the educational system's response to such individuals, this is it. Written retrospectively, from the mother's viewpoint, an innocent child, whose childhood is derailed by expressive illness and abuse, makes countless dead-end forays into treatment before arriving at the means to unlock the protagonist's inner life by the use of typewritten access, called Facilitated Communication (FC). Spiced throughout this biography is the child's FC comments, written in high prose, which resonate deeply, as one speaking from the heart of mankind as a precocious sage. To survive, and indeed thrive by learning to "talk", and then become a Valedictorian college grad is phenomenal, if not miraculous. Furthermore, this same person is a motivational "speaker", a proponent for the rights of those marginalized by autism and other disabilities. The clear message here is that we all have gifts, though latent and often never discovered. The renewal of a "less than" life is a testament to spiritual development, a going beyond the strait-jacket definitions of diagnoses and intelligent quotas. In a world that increasingly devalues life that is less than perfect or unwanted, this book beams brightly promoting childhood, womanhood, and recovery. Nicely, it reads as a face-paced novel. One knows things will turn out all right, but the surprises and tragedies along the way make it a compelling venture, drawing the reader into the rich inner life of one not known to have one. Read it, buy it for a friend, pass it on, and you'll be adding your vote to a world that craves understanding where it so lacks it.

An amazing story of an autistic girl and her faithful mother who would not give up in getting her daughter the ability to communicate with the rest of the world when the odds were stacked against them. Peyton, although her speech was not intelligible, was intelligent and aware of everything happening around her. She was finally given a voice--and is able to tell what is happening to her, and what happened in the past. Her life was opened to us. We admire her greatly for sharing her life. We weep for the hard things that happened to her. We rejoice over the good that happened and will continue to happen. This book gives us hope.

Simply outstanding... this book has it all- bitter misunderstanding, love, segregation, acceptance, everyday struggles, inspiration- and an awesome sense of humor. What a much needed perspective for those struggling to seek or provide inclusion in any walk of life- from those familiar with autism to those who just enjoy well-written, worth-while, and meaningful stories. You don't need to have any knowledge of the condition of autism to understand the struggles Peyton and her family endured, not to mention the moments of profound love you can't help but be moved by. Peyton and Dianne's stories are woven together perfectly in a style that is not only fun to read, but often painful and touching at the same time. Peyton's words will make you re-think how the world ought to be, how we can all be better at providing acceptance and love. This book is a treasure.

Autism is so prevalent in our communities but so misunderstood. This beautiful book helps me to appreciate the value of those burdened with autism and other disabilities as persons fully equal to me or any other. I loved the emphasis on oneness, on forgiving, on unconditional all love.

Through my tears of deepest sorrow at the indignities and fear Peyton endured, and through my tears of joy for this beautiful human being as she progressed, I could barely put this book down. She is an angel who suffered so in her locked up body but persevered as her brilliant and compassionate heart and mind took over. Thank you Peyton for the positive changes s you have and will make in so many lives. Thank you to Dianne, pat, Patrick and all Peytons supporters. An amazing story of a real and very blessed life.

This was an amazing book. It has some parts that are sad, but has an amazing ending. I got very into this book and hated putting it down!

This book was written by an amazing young woman and her mother - Peyton has autism and was at the point of almost total despair when the key to communication was found. Anyone who loves a person on the spectrum and especially their parents or guardians should read this book. Bravo Peyton - and Diane!!

All I can say about this powerful book is Wow, Wow, Wow! This memoir by a mother and daughter team will leave you stunned and mesmerized. The daughter has severe developmental disabilities. In the 1980s autism was not well known or understood but I think that would be the current diagnosis. Her determined mother pushed for all the help she could get both from the medical and educational communities. She got many different diagnoses and much frustration. She just KNEW her daughter Peyton understood but the professionals mostly disagreed and told her she had no intelligence at all. When young she seemed to be responding to treatment and could speak a bit but it suddenly all stopped and she withdrew and even became violent. This went on for many years as she grew up and became a big physically powerful woman. The parents had to keep everything locked - slept with her in double bolted doors, kept her wrapped up so she wouldn't spread her feces everywhere - walls, curtains, beds, her own hair and mouth. The perseverance and devotion of the parents is mind boggling. These are really heroic people, though they would be the first to deny it. The father, completely devoted to his daughter, gives up a good job to try to run his own business so she will have a place to work when she grows up. He works 80 hour weeks and it doesn't make it, but his devotion to her never waivers. He has a special bond with her and is so relaxed that he can get her to do things like ride a bike, swim, ski. The mother is the opposite personality - anxious, a worry wart and an absolutely committed fighter for her daughter. They refuse to institutionalize her. Finally comes a breakthrough - but I won't spoil it by telling you anymore. Read it! I read it on my Kindle but have already ordered a hard copy to send to someone.

Having attended a school district intent on inclusion from an early age, autism and other similar developmentally-challenged situations are not unfamiliar to me. But to read Peyton, Dianne, & Pat's story with all curtains withdrawn was a real challenge and inspiration. I cried, got pissed, and ultimately finished inspired. Would love to read more about Peyton's thoughts on peace & justice, a pleasant surprise topic at the end. For while the story begins as a struggle for a family with autism, then inclusion, and ultimately faith, it wraps up well beyond any specific "struggle" and the overall crux of all problems: the lack of justice.

If you have a child who doesn't speak, please read Peyton's book. If you teach children who can't talk, please read Peyton's book. It will tear your heart up, but then perhaps you can understand the principle of the least dangerous assumption (LDA): That when people can't tell us, we must assume they are intelligent. We must integrate everyone. We must end segregation and the use of seclusion in public schools across this country. See also, Restraint and Seclusion: Hear Our Stories.

If you've ever wanted an inside look at child development, autism, and the educational system's response to such individuals, this is it. Written retrospectively, from the mother's viewpoint, an innocent child, whose childhood is derailed by expressive illness and abuse, makes countless dead-end forays into treatment before arriving at the means to unlock the protagonist's inner life by the use of typewritten access, called Facilitated Communication (FC). Spiced throughout this biography is the child's FC comments, written in high prose, which resonate deeply, as one speaking from the heart of mankind as a precocious sage. To survive, and indeed thrive by learning to "talk", and then become a Valedictorian college grad is phenomenal, if not miraculous. Furthermore, this same person is a motivational "speaker", a proponent for the rights of those marginalized by autism and other disabilities. The clear message here is that we all have gifts, though latent and often never discovered. The renewal of a "less than" life is a testament to spiritual development, a going beyond the strait-jacket definitions of diagnoses and intelligent quotas. In a world that increasingly devalues life that is less than perfect or unwanted, this book beams brightly promoting childhood, womanhood, and recovery. Nicely, it reads as a face-paced novel. One knows things will turn out all right, but the surprises and tragedies along the way make it a compelling venture, drawing the reader into the rich inner life of one not known to have one. Read it, buy it for a friend, pass it on, and you'll be adding your vote to a world that craves understanding where it so lacks it.

An amazing story of an autistic girl and her faithful mother who would not give up in getting her daughter the ability to communicate with the rest of the world when the odds were stacked against them. Peyton, although her speech was not intelligible, was intelligent and aware of everything happening around her. She was finally given a voice--and is able to tell what is happening to her, and what happened in the past. Her life was opened to us. We admire her greatly for sharing her life. We weep for the hard things that happened to her. We rejoice over the good that happened and will continue to happen. This book gives us hope.

Simply outstanding... this book has it all- bitter misunderstanding, love, segregation, acceptance, everyday struggles, inspiration- and an awesome sense of humor. What a much needed perspective for those struggling to seek or provide inclusion in any walk of life- from those familiar with autism to those who just enjoy well-written, worth-while, and meaningful stories. You don't need to have any knowledge of the condition of autism to understand the struggles Peyton and her family endured, not to mention the moments of profound love you can't help but be moved by. Peyton and Dianne's stories are woven together perfectly in a style that is not only fun to read, but often painful and touching at the same time. Peyton's words will make you re-think how the world ought to be, how we can all be better at providing acceptance and love. This book is a treasure.

Autism is so prevalent in our communities but so misunderstood. This beautiful book helps me to appreciate the value of those burdened with autism and other disabilities as persons fully equal to me or any other. I loved the emphasis on oneness, on forgiving, on unconditional all love.

Through my tears of deepest sorrow at the indignities and fear Peyton endured, and through my tears of joy for this beautiful human being as she progressed, I could barely put this book down. She is an angel who suffered so in her locked up body but persevered as her brilliant and compassionate heart and mind took over. Thank you Peyton for the positive changes s you have and will make in so many lives. Thank you to Dianne, pat, Patrick and all Peytons supporters. An amazing story of a real and very blessed life.

This was an amazing book. It has some parts that are sad, but has an amazing ending. I got very into this book and hated putting it down!

This book was written by an amazing young woman and her mother - Peyton has autism and was at the point of almost total despair when the key to communication was found. Anyone who loves a person on the spectrum and especially their parents or guardians should read this book. Bravo Peyton - and Diane!!

All I can say about this powerful book is Wow, Wow, Wow! This memoir by a mother and daughter team will leave you stunned and mesmerized. The daughter has severe developmental disabilities. In the 1980s autism was not well known or understood but I think that would be the current diagnosis. Her determined mother pushed for all the help she could get both from the medical and educational communities. She got many different diagnoses and much frustration. She just KNEW her daughter Peyton understood but the professionals mostly disagreed and told her she had no intelligence at all. When young she seemed to be responding to treatment and could speak a bit but it suddenly all stopped and she withdrew and even became violent. This went on for many years as she grew up and became a big physically powerful woman. The parents had to keep everything locked - slept with her in double bolted doors, kept her wrapped up so she wouldn't spread her feces everywhere - walls, curtains, beds, her own hair and mouth. The perseverance and devotion of the parents is mind boggling. These are really heroic people, though they would be the first to deny it. The father, completely devoted to his daughter, gives up a good job to try to run his own business so she will have a place to work when she grows up. He works 80 hour weeks and it doesn't make it, but his devotion to her never waivers. He has a special bond with her and is so relaxed that he can get her to do things like ride a bike, swim, ski. The mother is the opposite personality - anxious, a worry wart and an absolutely committed fighter for her daughter. They refuse to institutionalize her. Finally comes a breakthrough - but I won't spoil it by telling you anymore. Read it! I read it on my Kindle but have already ordered a hard copy to send to someone.

Having attended a school district intent on inclusion from an early age, autism and other similar developmentally-challenged situations are not unfamiliar to me. But to read Peyton, Dianne, & Pat's story with all curtains withdrawn was a real challenge and inspiration. I cried, got pissed, and ultimately finished inspired. Would love to read more about Peyton's thoughts on peace & justice, a pleasant surprise topic at the end. For while the story begins as a struggle for a family with autism, then inclusion, and ultimately faith, it wraps up well beyond any specific "struggle" and the overall crux of all problems: the lack of justice.

If you have a child who doesn't speak, please read Peyton's book. If you teach children who can't talk, please read Peyton's book. It will tear your heart up, but then perhaps you can understand the principle of the least dangerous assumption (LDA): That when people can't tell us, we must assume they are intelligent. We must integrate everyone. We must end segregation and the use of seclusion in public schools across this country. See also, Restraint and Seclusion: Hear Our Stories.

If you've ever wanted an inside look at child development, autism, and the educational system's response to such individuals, this is it. Written retrospectively, from the mother's viewpoint, an innocent child, whose childhood is derailed by expressive illness and abuse, makes countless dead-end forays into treatment before arriving at the means to unlock the protagonist's inner life by the use of typewritten access, called Facilitated Communication (FC). Spiced throughout this biography is the child's FC comments, written in high prose, which resonate deeply, as one speaking from the heart of mankind as a precocious sage. To survive, and indeed thrive by learning to "talk", and then become a Valedictorian college grad is phenomenal, if not miraculous. Furthermore, this same person is a motivational "speaker", a proponent for the rights of those marginalized by autism and other disabilities. The clear message here is that we all have gifts, though latent and often never discovered. The renewal of a "less than" life is a testament to spiritual development, a going beyond the strait-jacket definitions of diagnoses and intelligent quotas. In a world that increasingly devalues life that is less than perfect or unwanted, this book beams brightly promoting childhood, womanhood, and recovery. Nicely, it reads as a face-paced novel. One knows things will turn out all right, but the surprises and tragedies along the way make it a compelling venture, drawing the reader into the rich inner life of one not known to have one. Read it, buy it for a friend, pass it on, and you'll be adding your vote to a world that craves understanding where it so lacks it.

An amazing story of an autistic girl and her faithful mother who would not give up in getting her daughter the ability to communicate with the rest of the world when the odds were stacked against them. Peyton, although her speech was not intelligible, was intelligent and aware of everything happening around her. She was finally given a voice--and is able to tell what is happening to her, and what happened in the past. Her life was opened to us. We admire her greatly for sharing her life. We weep for the hard things that happened to her. We rejoice over the good that happened and will continue to happen. This book gives us hope.

Simply outstanding... this book has it all- bitter misunderstanding, love, segregation, acceptance, everyday struggles, inspiration- and an awesome sense of humor. What a much needed perspective for those struggling to seek or provide inclusion in any walk of life- from those familiar with autism to those who just enjoy well-written, worth-while, and meaningful stories. You don't need to have any knowledge of the condition of autism to understand the struggles Peyton and her family endured, not to mention the moments of profound love you can't help but be moved by. Peyton and Dianne's stories are woven together perfectly in a style that is not only fun to read, but often painful and touching at the same time. Peyton's words will make you re-think how the world ought to be, how we can all be better at providing acceptance and love. This book is a treasure.

Autism is so prevalent in our communities but so misunderstood. This beautiful book helps me to appreciate the value of those burdened with autism and other disabilities as persons fully equal to me or any other. I loved the emphasis on oneness, on forgiving, on unconditional all love.

Through my tears of deepest sorrow at the indignities and fear Peyton endured, and through my tears of joy for this beautiful human being as she progressed, I could barely put this book down. She is an angel who suffered so in her locked up body but persevered as her brilliant and compassionate heart and mind took over. Thank you Peyton for the positive changes s you have and will make in so many lives. Thank you to Dianne, pat, Patrick and all Peytons supporters. An amazing story of a real and very blessed life.

This was an amazing book. It has some parts that are sad, but has an amazing ending. I got very into this book and hated putting it down!

This book was written by an amazing young woman and her mother - Peyton has autism and was at the point of almost total despair when the key to communication was found. Anyone who loves a person on the spectrum and especially their parents or guardians should read this book. Bravo Peyton - and Diane!!

All I can say about this powerful book is Wow, Wow, Wow! This memoir by a mother and daughter team will leave you stunned and mesmerized. The daughter has severe developmental disabilities. In the 1980s autism was not well known or understood but I think that would be the current diagnosis. Her determined mother pushed for all the help she could get both from the medical and educational communities. She got many different diagnoses and much frustration. She just KNEW her daughter Peyton understood but the professionals mostly disagreed and told her she had no intelligence at all. When young she seemed to be responding to treatment and could speak a bit but it suddenly all stopped and she withdrew and even became violent. This went on for many years as she grew up and became a big physically powerful woman. The parents had to keep everything locked - slept with her in double bolted doors, kept her wrapped up so she wouldn't spread her feces everywhere - walls, curtains, beds, her own hair and mouth. The perseverance and devotion of the parents is mind boggling. These are really heroic people, though they would be the first to deny it. The father, completely devoted to his daughter, gives up a good job to try to run his own business so she will have a place to work when she grows up. He works 80 hour weeks and it doesn't make it, but his devotion to her never waivers. He has a special bond with her and is so relaxed that he can get her to do things like ride a bike, swim, ski. The mother is the opposite personality - anxious, a worry wart and an absolutely committed fighter for her daughter. They refuse to institutionalize her. Finally comes a breakthrough - but I won't spoil it by telling you anymore. Read it! I read it on my Kindle but have already ordered a hard copy to send to someone.

Having attended a school district intent on inclusion from an early age, autism and other similar developmentally-challenged situations are not unfamiliar to me. But to read Peyton, Dianne, & Pat's story with all curtains withdrawn was a real challenge and inspiration. I cried, got pissed, and ultimately finished inspired. Would love to read more about Peyton's thoughts on peace & justice, a pleasant surprise topic at the end. For while the story begins as a struggle for a family with autism, then inclusion, and ultimately faith, it wraps up well beyond any specific "struggle" and the overall crux of all problems: the lack of justice.

If you have a child who doesn't speak, please read Peyton's book. If you teach children who can't talk, please read Peyton's book. It will tear your heart up, but then perhaps you can understand the principle of the least dangerous assumption (LDA): That when people can't tell us, we must assume they are intelligent. We must integrate everyone. We must end segregation and the use of seclusion in public schools across this country. See also, Restraint and Seclusion: Hear Our Stories.

If you've ever wanted an inside look at child development, autism, and the educational system's response to such individuals, this is it. Written retrospectively, from the mother's viewpoint, an innocent child, whose childhood is derailed by expressive illness and abuse, makes countless dead-end forays into treatment before arriving at the means to unlock the protagonist's inner life by the use of typewritten access, called Facilitated Communication (FC). Spiced throughout this biography is the child's FC comments, written in high prose, which resonate deeply, as one speaking from the heart of mankind as a precocious sage. To survive, and indeed thrive by learning to "talk", and then become a Valedictorian college grad is phenomenal, if not miraculous. Furthermore, this same person is a motivational "speaker", a proponent for the rights of those marginalized by autism and other disabilities. The clear message here is that we all have gifts, though latent and often never discovered. The renewal of a "less than" life is a testament to spiritual development, a going beyond the strait-jacket definitions of diagnoses and intelligent quotas. In a world that increasingly devalues life that is less than perfect or unwanted, this book beams brightly promoting childhood, womanhood, and recovery. Nicely, it reads as a face-paced novel. One knows things will turn out all right, but the surprises and tragedies along the way make it a compelling venture, drawing the reader into the rich inner life of one not known to have one. Read it, buy it for a friend, pass it on, and you'll be adding your vote to a world that craves understanding where it so lacks it.

An amazing story of an autistic girl and her faithful mother who would not give up in getting her daughter the ability to communicate with the rest of the world when the odds were stacked against them. Peyton, although her speech was not intelligible, was intelligent and aware of everything happening around her. She was finally given a voice--and is able to tell what is happening to her, and what happened in the past. Her life was opened to us. We admire her greatly for sharing her life. We weep for the hard things that happened to her. We rejoice over the good that happened and will continue to happen. This book gives us hope.

Simply outstanding... this book has it all- bitter misunderstanding, love, segregation, acceptance, everyday struggles, inspiration- and an awesome sense of humor. What a much needed perspective for those struggling to seek or provide inclusion in any walk of life- from those familiar with autism to those who just enjoy well-written, worth-while, and meaningful stories. You don't need to have any knowledge of the condition of autism to understand the struggles Peyton and her family endured, not to mention the moments of profound love you can't help but be moved by. Peyton and Dianne's stories are woven together perfectly in a style that is not only fun to read, but often painful and touching at the same time. Peyton's words will make you re-think how the world ought to be, how we can all be better at providing acceptance and love. This book is a treasure.

Autism is so prevalent in our communities but so misunderstood. This beautiful book helps me to appreciate the value of those burdened with autism and other disabilities as persons fully equal to me or any other. I loved the emphasis on oneness, on forgiving, on unconditional all love.

Through my tears of deepest sorrow at the indignities and fear Peyton endured, and through my tears of joy for this beautiful human being as she progressed, I could barely put this book down. She is an angel who suffered so in her locked up body but persevered as her brilliant and compassionate heart and mind took over. Thank you Peyton for the positive changes s you have and will make in so many lives. Thank you to Dianne, pat, Patrick and all Peytons supporters. An amazing story of a real and very blessed life.

This was an amazing book. It has some parts that are sad, but has an amazing ending. I got very into this book and hated putting it down!

This book was written by an amazing young woman and her mother - Peyton has autism and was at the point of almost total despair when the key to communication was found. Anyone who loves a person on the spectrum and especially their parents or guardians should read this book. Bravo Peyton - and Diane!!

Excellent reading . Every mother with a child with disabilities can identify with the mother,Dianne. As moms, we could somewhat feel many of the motions and the frustration that both Payton and her mother experienced. Our hearts bleed knowing that our children deal with these frustrations and disappointments on a daily basis. Payton is truly a very strong young lady with a major family support system. It is a must for every parent to read.

Great

Peyton and her family's remarkable journey is eclipsed only by her wisdom and loving attitude. That one could endure immeasurable injustices and have such profound joy and universal love, forgiveness, and inclusion of all is a life lesson I will never forget. Peyton's writings remind me of listening to the Dalai Lama speak, if only more will hear her and follow her lead. This book is a wonderful read, well written with a message so unforgettably inspiring, I cannot recommend it highly enough!

I found this book to be amazing, Peyton and her mother tell her story in the most amazing way, what this lady has overcome and achieved is nothing short of amazing - things that people take for granted every day Peyton had to fight for, fight to be included and fight to take the stage at her own graduation!!! I would recommend this book to anyone - it inspired me in so many ways

A must read for Book Clubs !!!! Be sure to put this on your fall reading list. Diane's detailed description of horrific events while caring for an autistic daughter who has neither speech nor the ability to control her body can be difficult to read, so I wouldn't recommend it as a summer "beach book". It is, however, an amazing story that will leave you breathless. The world is blessed that Peyton learned a way to communicate. Her words are truly awe inspiring. An incredible story of love, pain and patience. This is definitely a book that will lead to lively and lengthy discussions- perfect for Book Clubs everywhere.

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This book is AMAZING! I am in awe of the work of Peyton Goddard. There is now a quote from this book taped to the side of my computer monitor at work (I am an EC teacher) to remind me everyday how special each of my students are and how they all need to feel loved and appreciated every day. Peyton is making the world a better place for people with Autism, stepping up as a leader as this disorder becomes more common across America. Because of her, hopefully soon children won't have to endure what she had to. Thank you Peyton for sharing your story.

Amazing book. Reading this is like riding a rollercoaster of emotions. Thank you for sharing your story Peyton.

Completed reading this book last night. I found the book to be a enlightening look at one family's journey with their Autistic child. The archaic views and procedures of some educationalists was atrocious and so disheartening for the autistic child and her family. Peyton's triumph over her autism is a wonderful read and should be on every list for trainee teachers in every civilized country.

A friend recommended this book to me because I am interested in consciousness and psychology and how the mind works. I didn't expect such a GREAT READ. This is a gripping story and a powerful reading experience. I was blown away. This book has so much humanity.

All I can say about this powerful book is Wow, Wow, Wow! This memoir by a mother and daughter team will leave you stunned and mesmerized. The daughter has severe developmental disabilities. In the 1980s autism was not well known or understood but I think that would be the current diagnosis. Her determined mother pushed for all the help she could get both from the medical and educational communities. She got many different diagnoses and much frustration. She just KNEW her daughter Peyton understood but the professionals mostly disagreed and told her she had no intelligence at all. When young she seemed to be responding to treatment and could speak a bit but it suddenly all stopped and she withdrew and even became violent. This went on for many years as she grew up and became a big physically powerful woman. The parents had to keep everything locked - slept with her in double bolted doors, kept her wrapped up so she wouldn't spread her feces everywhere - walls, curtains, beds, her own hair and mouth. The perseverance and devotion of the parents is mind boggling. These are really heroic people, though they would be the first to deny it. The father, completely devoted to his daughter, gives up a good job to try to run his own business so she will have a place to work when she grows up. He works 80 hour weeks and it doesn't make it, but his devotion to her never waivers. He has a special bond with her and is so relaxed that he can get her to do things like ride a bike, swim, ski. The mother is the opposite personality - anxious, a worry wart and an absolutely committed fighter for her daughter. They refuse to institutionalize her. Finally comes a breakthrough - but I won't spoil it by telling you anymore. Read it! I read it on my Kindle but have already ordered a hard copy to send to someone.

Having attended a school district intent on inclusion from an early age, autism and other similar developmentally-challenged situations are not unfamiliar to me. But to read Peyton, Dianne, & Pat's story with all curtains withdrawn was a real challenge and inspiration. I cried, got pissed, and ultimately finished inspired. Would love to read more about Peyton's thoughts on peace & justice, a pleasant surprise topic at the end. For while the story begins as a struggle for a family with autism, then inclusion, and ultimately faith, it wraps up well beyond any specific "struggle" and the overall crux of all problems: the lack of justice.

If you have a child who doesn't speak, please read Peyton's book. If you teach children who can't talk, please read Peyton's book. It will tear your heart up, but then perhaps you can understand the principle of the least dangerous assumption (LDA): That when people can't tell us, we must assume they are intelligent. We must integrate everyone. We must end segregation and the use of seclusion in public schools across this country. See also, Restraint and Seclusion: Hear Our Stories.

If you've ever wanted an inside look at child development, autism, and the educational system's response to such individuals, this is it. Written retrospectively, from the mother's viewpoint, an innocent child, whose childhood is derailed by expressive illness and abuse, makes countless dead-end forays into treatment before arriving at the means to unlock the protagonist's inner life by the use of typewritten access, called Facilitated Communication (FC). Spiced throughout this biography is the child's FC comments, written in high prose, which resonate deeply, as one speaking from the heart of mankind as a precocious sage. To survive, and indeed thrive by learning to "talk", and then become a Valedictorian college grad is phenomenal, if not miraculous. Furthermore, this same person is a motivational "speaker", a proponent for the rights of those marginalized by autism and other disabilities. The clear message here is that we all have gifts, though latent and often never discovered. The renewal of a "less than" life is a testament to spiritual development, a going beyond the strait-jacket definitions of diagnoses and intelligent quotas. In a world that increasingly devalues life that is less than perfect or unwanted, this book beams brightly promoting childhood, womanhood, and recovery. Nicely, it reads as a face-paced novel. One knows things will turn out all right, but the surprises and tragedies along the way make it a compelling venture, drawing the reader into the rich inner life of one not known to have one. Read it, buy it for a friend, pass it on, and you'll be adding your vote to a world that craves understanding where it so lacks it.

An amazing story of an autistic girl and her faithful mother who would not give up in getting her daughter the ability to communicate with the rest of the world when the odds were stacked against them. Peyton, although her speech was not intelligible, was intelligent and aware of everything happening around her. She was finally given a voice--and is able to tell what is happening to her, and what happened in the past. Her life was opened to us. We admire her greatly for sharing her life. We weep for the hard things that happened to her. We rejoice over the good that happened and will continue to happen. This book gives us hope.

Simply outstanding... this book has it all- bitter misunderstanding, love, segregation, acceptance, everyday struggles, inspiration- and an awesome sense of humor. What a much needed perspective for those struggling to seek or provide inclusion in any walk of life- from those familiar with autism to those who just enjoy well-written, worth-while, and meaningful stories. You don't need to have any knowledge of the condition of autism to understand the struggles Peyton and her family endured, not to mention the moments of profound love you can't help but be moved by. Peyton and Dianne's stories are woven together perfectly in a style that is not only fun to read, but often painful and touching at the same time. Peyton's words will make you re-think how the world ought to be, how we can all be better at providing acceptance and love. This book is a treasure.

Autism is so prevalent in our communities but so misunderstood. This beautiful book helps me to appreciate the value of those burdened with autism and other disabilities as persons fully equal to me or any other. I loved the emphasis on oneness, on forgiving, on unconditional all love.

Through my tears of deepest sorrow at the indignities and fear Peyton endured, and through my tears of joy for this beautiful human being as she progressed, I could barely put this book down. She is an angel who suffered so in her locked up body but persevered as her brilliant and compassionate heart and mind took over. Thank you Peyton for the positive changes s you have and will make in so many lives. Thank you to Dianne, pat, Patrick and all Peytons supporters. An amazing story of a real and very blessed life.

This was an amazing book. It has some parts that are sad, but has an amazing ending. I got very into this book and hated putting it down!

This book was written by an amazing young woman and her mother - Peyton has autism and was at the point of almost total despair when the key to communication was found. Anyone who loves a person on the spectrum and especially their parents or guardians should read this book. Bravo Peyton - and Diane!!

A well written book about real people sharing their lives and working together. Both of the authors Diane and Peyton Goddard did an impressive job opening up their lives and showing their strength in dealing with with Autism. "I Am Intelligent" is a page turner you can't put down.

Truly heartbreaking moments in this book but also eye opening and inspiring. A great read overall but especially for anyone working in education!

Unbelievably heart-breaking, heart-warming, and absolutely enlightening! If there is someone in your life who experiences autism, this is a MUST-READ. Your view of that person and their abilities, and their need to be loved and included will forever be changed.

I had the privilege to meet both Goddards at a conference last year. Danced with Peyton and family I learned that releasing and speaking your truth will set you free. Enjoyed the book Mary Washington dc

Powerful story!!

Well written. Deep insight!

Powerful story of courage, love, and forgiveness.

this was a warm and heart touching book. We are using it in our bookclub and I know it will be a great discussion.

This is a wonderful book about Peyton Goddard's experiences from both her and her mother's points of view. It's both very well-written and a vital and timely reminder that those of us who are non-verbal are still fully human beings who DO have things to say. Through facilitated communications (FC), Ms. Goddard communicates with an unusual and lyrical style of English which is quite beautiful. I've read many criticisms of FC, and Ms Goddard's doctor had as well. His response was to ask her parents to leave the room temporarily while he gave her a word or phrase. When her parents came back, with her mother's assistance using FC, she communicated back what he'd told her with 100% accuracy. I enjoyed this book so much that I stayed up quite late reading it; very unusual for me with non-fiction!

A true story of true courage, this book "I am intelligent" will appeal to a vast range of readers including those who have no particular interest in autism. You will certainly learn a lot about autism, but this book is also a magnificent way to gain insight of a philosophical kind into what we human beings are, whether or not we, or those close to us, are physically challenged at the current time. Given that most of us in the course of our aging will come up against physical challenges large or small, this book is an eminently practical preview. This non-fiction book reads with the suspense and flow of a good mystery novel. But it runs much deeper and has so much more to offer. Like other books of this genre that deals with overcoming physical challenges, Intelligent is inspirational; it offers useful information and emotional support to others going through these challenges, in this case autism. It offers some useful critique of weak spots in our medical and educational institutions. More importantly it is a compelling account of the human condition, not just physical challenges. The autism helps to put into high relief the challenges that all families face, and the conflicts and co-operations inherent in all human psychology, especially parent-child relationships. The book does not just report, but rather permits the reader to experience the full range of intense, complex, and conflicted emotions that arise under such circumstances. This is effected partly by the (at least) four sorts of voice in the book that are brilliantly interwoven to achieve the full potential impact of the facts. There is correspondence with professionals or media reports, the diary notes of the mother, and the statements by the daughter which, by way of unusual syntax, have a freshness and urgency of tone, yet possess a certain poetic or oracular dignity ("I'm ready to be I"). Fourth, there is the mother's voice which provides narrative continuity, a voice that seems quite genuine, not falling into the temptation to pity, condescension, and self-justification that so often mars this genre of memoir of medical challenges. These voices are juxtaposed to reproduce in us, say for just one example of many, the indignation or despair felt on receipt of a letter from an incompetent or indifferent professional. Another important contrast that enriches the narrative is the fact that the Goddards are relatively wealthy people involved in high society and the Yacht Club in San Diego; yet they keep their humane and parental priorities straight as they keep striving to help their child, although they could afford to abandon her to institutional confinement for life. Other contrasts that move the book forward: a family member, supposedly helpful, reminds us how vulnerable people are who cannot communicate. A really great read.

All I can say about this powerful book is Wow, Wow, Wow! This memoir by a mother and daughter team will leave you stunned and mesmerized. The daughter has severe developmental disabilities. In the 1980s autism was not well known or understood but I think that would be the current diagnosis. Her determined mother pushed for all the help she could get both from the medical and educational communities. She got many different diagnoses and much frustration. She just KNEW her daughter Peyton understood but the professionals mostly disagreed and told her she had no intelligence at all. When young she seemed to be responding to treatment and could speak a bit but it suddenly all stopped and she withdrew and even became violent. This went on for many years as she grew up and became a big physically powerful woman. The parents had to keep everything locked - slept with her in double bolted doors, kept her wrapped up so she wouldn't spread her feces everywhere - walls, curtains, beds, her own hair and mouth. The perseverance and devotion of the parents is mind boggling. These are really heroic people, though they would be the first to deny it. The father, completely devoted to his daughter, gives up a good job to try to run his own business so she will have a place to work when she grows up. He works 80 hour weeks and it doesn't make it, but his devotion to her never waivers. He has a special bond with her and is so relaxed that he can get her to do things like ride a bike, swim, ski. The mother is the opposite personality - anxious, a worry wart and an absolutely committed fighter for her daughter. They refuse to institutionalize her. Finally comes a breakthrough - but I won't spoil it by telling you anymore. Read it! I read it on my Kindle but have already ordered a hard copy to send to someone.

Having attended a school district intent on inclusion from an early age, autism and other similar developmentally-challenged situations are not unfamiliar to me. But to read Peyton, Dianne, & Pat's story with all curtains withdrawn was a real challenge and inspiration. I cried, got pissed, and ultimately finished inspired. Would love to read more about Peyton's thoughts on peace & justice, a pleasant surprise topic at the end. For while the story begins as a struggle for a family with autism, then inclusion, and ultimately faith, it wraps up well beyond any specific "struggle" and the overall crux of all problems: the lack of justice.

If you have a child who doesn't speak, please read Peyton's book. If you teach children who can't talk, please read Peyton's book. It will tear your heart up, but then perhaps you can understand the principle of the least dangerous assumption (LDA): That when people can't tell us, we must assume they are intelligent. We must integrate everyone. We must end segregation and the use of seclusion in public schools across this country. See also, Restraint and Seclusion: Hear Our Stories.

If you've ever wanted an inside look at child development, autism, and the educational system's response to such individuals, this is it. Written retrospectively, from the mother's viewpoint, an innocent child, whose childhood is derailed by expressive illness and abuse, makes countless dead-end forays into treatment before arriving at the means to unlock the protagonist's inner life by the use of typewritten access, called Facilitated Communication (FC). Spiced throughout this biography is the child's FC comments, written in high prose, which resonate deeply, as one speaking from the heart of mankind as a precocious sage. To survive, and indeed thrive by learning to "talk", and then become a Valedictorian college grad is phenomenal, if not miraculous. Furthermore, this same person is a motivational "speaker", a proponent for the rights of those marginalized by autism and other disabilities. The clear message here is that we all have gifts, though latent and often never discovered. The renewal of a "less than" life is a testament to spiritual development, a going beyond the strait-jacket definitions of diagnoses and intelligent quotas. In a world that increasingly devalues life that is less than perfect or unwanted, this book beams brightly promoting childhood, womanhood, and recovery. Nicely, it reads as a face-paced novel. One knows things will turn out all right, but the surprises and tragedies along the way make it a compelling venture, drawing the reader into the rich inner life of one not known to have one. Read it, buy it for a friend, pass it on, and you'll be adding your vote to a world that craves understanding where it so lacks it.

An amazing story of an autistic girl and her faithful mother who would not give up in getting her daughter the ability to communicate with the rest of the world when the odds were stacked against them. Peyton, although her speech was not intelligible, was intelligent and aware of everything happening around her. She was finally given a voice--and is able to tell what is happening to her, and what happened in the past. Her life was opened to us. We admire her greatly for sharing her life. We weep for the hard things that happened to her. We rejoice over the good that happened and will continue to happen. This book gives us hope.

Simply outstanding... this book has it all- bitter misunderstanding, love, segregation, acceptance, everyday struggles, inspiration- and an awesome sense of humor. What a much needed perspective for those struggling to seek or provide inclusion in any walk of life- from those familiar with autism to those who just enjoy well-written, worth-while, and meaningful stories. You don't need to have any knowledge of the condition of autism to understand the struggles Peyton and her family endured, not to mention the moments of profound love you can't help but be moved by. Peyton and Dianne's stories are woven together perfectly in a style that is not only fun to read, but often painful and touching at the same time. Peyton's words will make you re-think how the world ought to be, how we can all be better at providing acceptance and love. This book is a treasure.

Autism is so prevalent in our communities but so misunderstood. This beautiful book helps me to appreciate the value of those burdened with autism and other disabilities as persons fully equal to me or any other. I loved the emphasis on oneness, on forgiving, on unconditional all love.

Through my tears of deepest sorrow at the indignities and fear Peyton endured, and through my tears of joy for this beautiful human being as she progressed, I could barely put this book down. She is an angel who suffered so in her locked up body but persevered as her brilliant and compassionate heart and mind took over. Thank you Peyton for the positive changes s you have and will make in so many lives. Thank you to Dianne, pat, Patrick and all Peytons supporters. An amazing story of a real and very blessed life.

This was an amazing book. It has some parts that are sad, but has an amazing ending. I got very into this book and hated putting it down!

This book was written by an amazing young woman and her mother - Peyton has autism and was at the point of almost total despair when the key to communication was found. Anyone who loves a person on the spectrum and especially their parents or guardians should read this book. Bravo Peyton - and Diane!!

Even though this book came highly recommended, I hesitated, fearing that a story of a severely autistic girl would be depressing. On the contrary, it was eye-opening and engrossing. Written in a compelling manner, it pulled me in and made me care about Peyton's story: the inside track of struggling with autism. Her message is that we are better together: "You and I are one unity of creation ... ignorance of each other will cheat us all." The book begins with Peyton as a young adult, at her worst, feeling like she has no value and acting it out in rather shocking ways. Then goes back to her childhood; describing her parents' worries, dedication and support, Peyton's progress (or lack thereof) with various therapies and "schools". Given that Peyton has no reliable control of her body, the breakthrough moment is when Peyton finally is able to express her thought, with great effort through facilitated communication, "I am intlgent". And how! Even though a "bottom person", she discovers a strong purpose: "to teach that treasures awesome are all children". Wow! And that's what she's doing; sharing her special wisdom with us all. So read the book; you'll be glad you did!

This is a must read not only for educators of all ranks, but for all people whether you are a parent or not. This is an open and honest story telling written in a way that flows naturally. As Dianne writes, you can comprehend her sometimes, hopelessness in searching for answers and experience her joy at each breakthrough. It is irritating to know there is a lack of understanding or motivation to evolve from most educators when it comes to teaching the disabled, inclusion and segregation. Thankful, we are, for the few who do understand. Dianne and Pat's never ending quest to seek treatment and education for their daughter is a lesson in love for everyone of us. Most of all Peyton has a brilliant mind. Her writings are similar to that of great writers, philosophers, and dare I say, teachers who have made a difference in our world from different faiths. Ghandi, MLK, Siddhartha, etc. Peyton travels so deep in her wording that I have to read it 2,3 times. But, oh how powerful her words are. We human beings are lucky to have the chance to know people like Peyton through books, TV, conferences, schools, or our neighbors. It is our obligation to learn to value, not judge or label people. We can teach our children. Reading this book will bring out every emotion you have. Enlightened is just one.

I bought a signed copy of I Am Intelligent from the authors at the San Diego Book Award Ceremony and I'm so glad I did! This book is truly the best memoir on the trials and triumphs of living with autism I have ever read. It made me rethink the importance of acceptance and inclusion. You will be a better, kinder person after reading Peyton and Dianne's journey. I guarantee it. R. Williams, coauthor of The Mindfulness Workbook for Addiction.

Peyton Goddard has truly touched the lives of those who read her book. The reader can feel the struggle of Peyton's battles, but at the same time, feel her strength and triumph to concur any obstacle that she may face. I truly thank Peyton and her family for having the courage to release such a heartwarming novel, that may not always be glamorous, but it is honest. Peyton's words will never be forgotten.

I Am Intelligent: From Heartbreak to Healing--A Mother and Daughter's Journey through Autism is a very impressive story of the determination of the human soul. It is both heartrending and uplifting as it portrays the desperation of this loving family to find answers to the descent of their daughter into silence and increasing illness. It is written in two voices, Peyton's and her mother Diane's. Peyton's "voice" is very poetic, unique and deeply felt. The book is a "page turner" as Peyton looses more and more function only to find her voice with the aid of facilitated communication. Her successes are miraculous and thrilling. The people in her life who should have been helpful often were not and worse were the source of some of Peyton's worse experiences. I recommend this book for everyone - teacher, student, administrator and parent. We all have a great deal to learn about autism and this book is a great place to start. As a former teacher of special education I can't recommend it highly enough.

Authors Peyton Goddard, Dianne Goddard, and Carol Cujec, provide a stunning view, into the mind of Peyton, as she struggles to raise herself up from the depths of Autism. It makes you cry, smile, laugh and cheer out loud at the end! This is a must read for anyone interested in having a deeper understanding of Autism, a condition with little public dialogue. Major Kudos to: Peyton, for never giving up, daring to dream of another world where you are empowered, and inspiring us all! Dianne, for infinite patience, wisdom, and perspicacity! Carol, for crafting the difficult story, and doing so, with compassion, emotion, and profundity. I learned so much from all of you!

"I Am Intelligent" was recommended to me by a friend. Peyton's story is very compelling and really illustrates the will to survive under incredible (and incredibly sad) circumstances. In narrating this story, though, Peyton and her mother really allow the emotions to be experienced, much more than one might expect. And when Peyton regained the ability to communicate, the realization that she was able to retain all of those horrifying experiences was jaw-dropping. Peyton and her mother have an amazing story of courage and compassion to tell, and "I Am Intelligent" tells it very well.

I met the Goddard family in 2008, when I was in San Diego on a business trip. My interactions with Peyton have proven to be exactly what I felt I experienced at that time: magical. Upon completion of this book, I can only say that the strngth, tenacity and wisdom of this journey to unconditional love is very powerful. It is my hope that many will read, understand and practice Peyton's wisdom of inclusion and compassion without condition. Mary F. Hewitt, M.D., Family Physician

This is a riveting story about two parents' limitless love for their child. Though my family is not touched by autism, I think we can all learn the importance of accepting each child for who they are. This is a beautiful testimony of this young woman's overcoming of adversity and her incredible desire to make the world a better place for all people. Ultimately an emotionally uplifting book. I highly recommend it.

"I Am Intelligent" was a very moving read. To hear the description of all that Peyton went through as a child from her mother's perspective was intense, but to have it in Peyton's own words is both sad for what she actually experienced and awe-inspiring for how she not only survived but thrived. An amazing story.

All I can say about this powerful book is Wow, Wow, Wow! This memoir by a mother and daughter team will leave you stunned and mesmerized. The daughter has severe developmental disabilities. In the 1980s autism was not well known or understood but I think that would be the current diagnosis. Her determined mother pushed for all the help she could get both from the medical and educational communities. She got many different diagnoses and much frustration. She just KNEW her daughter Peyton understood but the professionals mostly disagreed and told her she had no intelligence at all. When young she seemed to be responding to treatment and could speak a bit but it suddenly all stopped and she withdrew and even became violent. This went on for many years as she grew up and became a big physically powerful woman. The parents had to keep everything locked - slept with her in double bolted doors, kept her wrapped up so she wouldn't spread her feces everywhere - walls, curtains, beds, her own hair and mouth. The perseverance and devotion of the parents is mind boggling. These are really heroic people, though they would be the first to deny it. The father, completely devoted to his daughter, gives up a good job to try to run his own business so she will have a place to work when she grows up. He works 80 hour weeks and it doesn't make it, but his devotion to her never waivers. He has a special bond with her and is so relaxed that he can get her to do things like ride a bike, swim, ski. The mother is the opposite personality - anxious, a worry wart and an absolutely committed fighter for her daughter. They refuse to institutionalize her. Finally comes a breakthrough - but I won't spoil it by telling you anymore. Read it! I read it on my Kindle but have already ordered a hard copy to send to someone.

Having attended a school district intent on inclusion from an early age, autism and other similar developmentally-challenged situations are not unfamiliar to me. But to read Peyton, Dianne, & Pat's story with all curtains withdrawn was a real challenge and inspiration. I cried, got pissed, and ultimately finished inspired. Would love to read more about Peyton's thoughts on peace & justice, a pleasant surprise topic at the end. For while the story begins as a struggle for a family with autism, then inclusion, and ultimately faith, it wraps up well beyond any specific "struggle" and the overall crux of all problems: the lack of justice.

If you have a child who doesn't speak, please read Peyton's book. If you teach children who can't talk, please read Peyton's book. It will tear your heart up, but then perhaps you can understand the principle of the least dangerous assumption (LDA): That when people can't tell us, we must assume they are intelligent. We must integrate everyone. We must end segregation and the use of seclusion in public schools across this country. See also, Restraint and Seclusion: Hear Our Stories.

If you've ever wanted an inside look at child development, autism, and the educational system's response to such individuals, this is it. Written retrospectively, from the mother's viewpoint, an innocent child, whose childhood is derailed by expressive illness and abuse, makes countless dead-end forays into treatment before arriving at the means to unlock the protagonist's inner life by the use of typewritten access, called Facilitated Communication (FC). Spiced throughout this biography is the child's FC comments, written in high prose, which resonate deeply, as one speaking from the heart of mankind as a precocious sage. To survive, and indeed thrive by learning to "talk", and then become a Valedictorian college grad is phenomenal, if not miraculous. Furthermore, this same person is a motivational "speaker", a proponent for the rights of those marginalized by autism and other disabilities. The clear message here is that we all have gifts, though latent and often never discovered. The renewal of a "less than" life is a testament to spiritual development, a going beyond the strait-jacket definitions of diagnoses and intelligent quotas. In a world that increasingly devalues life that is less than perfect or unwanted, this book beams brightly promoting childhood, womanhood, and recovery. Nicely, it reads as a face-paced novel. One knows things will turn out all right, but the surprises and tragedies along the way make it a compelling venture, drawing the reader into the rich inner life of one not known to have one. Read it, buy it for a friend, pass it on, and you'll be adding your vote to a world that craves understanding where it so lacks it.

An amazing story of an autistic girl and her faithful mother who would not give up in getting her daughter the ability to communicate with the rest of the world when the odds were stacked against them. Peyton, although her speech was not intelligible, was intelligent and aware of everything happening around her. She was finally given a voice--and is able to tell what is happening to her, and what happened in the past. Her life was opened to us. We admire her greatly for sharing her life. We weep for the hard things that happened to her. We rejoice over the good that happened and will continue to happen. This book gives us hope.

Simply outstanding... this book has it all- bitter misunderstanding, love, segregation, acceptance, everyday struggles, inspiration- and an awesome sense of humor. What a much needed perspective for those struggling to seek or provide inclusion in any walk of life- from those familiar with autism to those who just enjoy well-written, worth-while, and meaningful stories. You don't need to have any knowledge of the condition of autism to understand the struggles Peyton and her family endured, not to mention the moments of profound love you can't help but be moved by. Peyton and Dianne's stories are woven together perfectly in a style that is not only fun to read, but often painful and touching at the same time. Peyton's words will make you re-think how the world ought to be, how we can all be better at providing acceptance and love. This book is a treasure.

Autism is so prevalent in our communities but so misunderstood. This beautiful book helps me to appreciate the value of those burdened with autism and other disabilities as persons fully equal to me or any other. I loved the emphasis on oneness, on forgiving, on unconditional all love.

Through my tears of deepest sorrow at the indignities and fear Peyton endured, and through my tears of joy for this beautiful human being as she progressed, I could barely put this book down. She is an angel who suffered so in her locked up body but persevered as her brilliant and compassionate heart and mind took over. Thank you Peyton for the positive changes s you have and will make in so many lives. Thank you to Dianne, pat, Patrick and all Peytons supporters. An amazing story of a real and very blessed life.

This was an amazing book. It has some parts that are sad, but has an amazing ending. I got very into this book and hated putting it down!

This book was written by an amazing young woman and her mother - Peyton has autism and was at the point of almost total despair when the key to communication was found. Anyone who loves a person on the spectrum and especially their parents or guardians should read this book. Bravo Peyton - and Diane!!

This should be read and understood by anyone involved in education social work or indeed anyone involved in benefitting individuals such as peyton. She inspires her own education by poetry and shares the anxiety chaos and outright injustice of not being heard by a judgemental fearful and insecure society. Its a priveledge to hear her thoughts and hope we see massive change so noone has to endure the solitary confinement of a human being trapped within their own self. Please read and change societys treatment of amazing individuals like peyton.

This book is an absolute must read. A heart breaking and inspirational account of an incredible woman who will touch you at the very core of your humanity...Simply beautiful

Even though this book came highly recommended, I hesitated, fearing that a story of a severely autistic girl would be depressing. On the contrary, it was eye-opening and engrossing. Written in a compelling manner, it pulled me in and made me care about Peyton's story: the inside track of struggling with autism. Her message is that we are better together: "You and I are one unity of creation ... ignorance of each other will cheat us all." The book begins with Peyton as a young adult, at her worst, feeling like she has no value and acting it out in rather shocking ways. Then goes back to her childhood; describing her parents' worries, dedication and support, Peyton's progress (or lack thereof) with various therapies and "schools". Given that Peyton has no reliable control of her body, the breakthrough moment is when Peyton finally is able to express her thought, with great effort through facilitated communication, "I am intlgent". And how! Even though a "bottom person", she discovers a strong purpose: "to teach that treasures awesome are all children". Wow! And that's what she's doing; sharing her special wisdom with us all. So read the book; you'll be glad you did!

All I can say about this powerful book is Wow, Wow, Wow! This memoir by a mother and daughter team will leave you stunned and mesmerized. The daughter has severe developmental disabilities. In the 1980s autism was not well known or understood but I think that would be the current diagnosis. Her determined mother pushed for all the help she could get both from the medical and educational communities. She got many different diagnoses and much frustration. She just KNEW her daughter Peyton understood but the professionals mostly disagreed and told her she had no intelligence at all. When young she seemed to be responding to treatment and could speak a bit but it suddenly all stopped and she withdrew and even became violent. This went on for many years as she grew up and became a big physically powerful woman. The parents had to keep everything locked - slept with her in double bolted doors, kept her wrapped up so she wouldn't spread her feces everywhere - walls, curtains, beds, her own hair and mouth. The perseverance and devotion of the parents is mind boggling. These are really heroic people, though they would be the first to deny it. The father, completely devoted to his daughter, gives up a good job to try to run his own business so she will have a place to work when she grows up. He works 80 hour weeks and it doesn't make it, but his devotion to her never waivers. He has a special bond with her and is so relaxed that he can get her to do things like ride a bike, swim, ski. The mother is the opposite personality - anxious, a worry wart and an absolutely committed fighter for her daughter. They refuse to institutionalize her. Finally comes a breakthrough - but I won't spoil it by telling you anymore. Read it! I read it on my Kindle but have already ordered a hard copy to send to someone.

Having attended a school district intent on inclusion from an early age, autism and other similar developmentally-challenged situations are not unfamiliar to me. But to read Peyton, Dianne, & Pat's story with all curtains withdrawn was a real challenge and inspiration. I cried, got pissed, and ultimately finished inspired. Would love to read more about Peyton's thoughts on peace & justice, a pleasant surprise topic at the end. For while the story begins as a struggle for a family with autism, then inclusion, and ultimately faith, it wraps up well beyond any specific "struggle" and the overall crux of all problems: the lack of justice.

If you have a child who doesn't speak, please read Peyton's book. If you teach children who can't talk, please read Peyton's book. It will tear your heart up, but then perhaps you can understand the principle of the least dangerous assumption (LDA): That when people can't tell us, we must assume they are intelligent. We must integrate everyone. We must end segregation and the use of seclusion in public schools across this country. See also, Restraint and Seclusion: Hear Our Stories.

If you've ever wanted an inside look at child development, autism, and the educational system's response to such individuals, this is it. Written retrospectively, from the mother's viewpoint, an innocent child, whose childhood is derailed by expressive illness and abuse, makes countless dead-end forays into treatment before arriving at the means to unlock the protagonist's inner life by the use of typewritten access, called Facilitated Communication (FC). Spiced throughout this biography is the child's FC comments, written in high prose, which resonate deeply, as one speaking from the heart of mankind as a precocious sage. To survive, and indeed thrive by learning to "talk", and then become a Valedictorian college grad is phenomenal, if not miraculous. Furthermore, this same person is a motivational "speaker", a proponent for the rights of those marginalized by autism and other disabilities. The clear message here is that we all have gifts, though latent and often never discovered. The renewal of a "less than" life is a testament to spiritual development, a going beyond the strait-jacket definitions of diagnoses and intelligent quotas. In a world that increasingly devalues life that is less than perfect or unwanted, this book beams brightly promoting childhood, womanhood, and recovery. Nicely, it reads as a face-paced novel. One knows things will turn out all right, but the surprises and tragedies along the way make it a compelling venture, drawing the reader into the rich inner life of one not known to have one. Read it, buy it for a friend, pass it on, and you'll be adding your vote to a world that craves understanding where it so lacks it.

An amazing story of an autistic girl and her faithful mother who would not give up in getting her daughter the ability to communicate with the rest of the world when the odds were stacked against them. Peyton, although her speech was not intelligible, was intelligent and aware of everything happening around her. She was finally given a voice--and is able to tell what is happening to her, and what happened in the past. Her life was opened to us. We admire her greatly for sharing her life. We weep for the hard things that happened to her. We rejoice over the good that happened and will continue to happen. This book gives us hope.

Simply outstanding... this book has it all- bitter misunderstanding, love, segregation, acceptance, everyday struggles, inspiration- and an awesome sense of humor. What a much needed perspective for those struggling to seek or provide inclusion in any walk of life- from those familiar with autism to those who just enjoy well-written, worth-while, and meaningful stories. You don't need to have any knowledge of the condition of autism to understand the struggles Peyton and her family endured, not to mention the moments of profound love you can't help but be moved by. Peyton and Dianne's stories are woven together perfectly in a style that is not only fun to read, but often painful and touching at the same time. Peyton's words will make you re-think how the world ought to be, how we can all be better at providing acceptance and love. This book is a treasure.

Autism is so prevalent in our communities but so misunderstood. This beautiful book helps me to appreciate the value of those burdened with autism and other disabilities as persons fully equal to me or any other. I loved the emphasis on oneness, on forgiving, on unconditional all love.

Through my tears of deepest sorrow at the indignities and fear Peyton endured, and through my tears of joy for this beautiful human being as she progressed, I could barely put this book down. She is an angel who suffered so in her locked up body but persevered as her brilliant and compassionate heart and mind took over. Thank you Peyton for the positive changes s you have and will make in so many lives. Thank you to Dianne, pat, Patrick and all Peytons supporters. An amazing story of a real and very blessed life.

This was an amazing book. It has some parts that are sad, but has an amazing ending. I got very into this book and hated putting it down!

This book was written by an amazing young woman and her mother - Peyton has autism and was at the point of almost total despair when the key to communication was found. Anyone who loves a person on the spectrum and especially their parents or guardians should read this book. Bravo Peyton - and Diane!!